Chapter Twenty

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Louis told me he wanted to come over today after school because he didn't want to be home, yet it's two hours later and he still wasn't here. It's these things that make me not like people, the lying, being late, just anything like that in general gets on my nerves. 

I had texted Brodie and talked to him for a while about video games and homework, then he left, claiming he had family over. I will admit ever since Brodie and Chelsea started dating we hadn't been that close any more, but I guess Louis and I had been close like them, it's understandable for couples to be close in the first few months, right?

When I had given up waiting for Louis to rock up, I was sitting at my computer desk going over my homework and playing my music. My dad was at work so it was just my mum and I home alone, for now. I slouched at the computer desk, actually not wanting to get my homework done on the night, which is a strange thing for me. 

A knock at the door brought my attention back to reality and the possibility it could be Louis. I jumped off my chair and hurried out my room, down the stairs and to the front door, which was already being opened by my mum. 

The door was pulled back and revealed Louis standing there with a drunken look on his face. My mum still smiled and greeted him poitely, though the look in her eye was showing great worry. 

"Niall!" Louis cheered happily. He raised his arms and walked toward me, wrapping them around my neck. "I missed you" he pouted then kissed me quickly, not giving me the chance to kiss back. 

"I'll be in the kitchen" my mum said, eyeing me seriously before walking away. 

Louis still clung to me, so i had to pry his arms off of me to drag him to my room. He giggled immaturely.

"Oooh, are we going to your room?" he laughed again. "Are we gonna have sex?" he sounded like a five year old asking for icecream. 

I rolled my eyes and stepped in my room with Louis and closed the door behind me. Louis continued to laugh and giggle and make comments he never normally does. 

"Lou" I said pullig his attention away from a poster on a wall. "What's up with you?" 

He walked over to me, a grin on his face and leaned into my ear and whispered, "I took some drugs" then he laughed. My eyes widened, I didn't like drugs at all, I even hated smokes, so for Louis to do them was a little much for me.

"What? Why?" Louis shrugged.

"I needed a high" he bit his lip. "You look so hot in that" I was i a jumper and sweats. How is this hot?

"Louis, I think you should go" I stood up and walked over to him.

"No! I can't go back like this! Don't make me go back please" he begged. "Please" 

I sighed, ran a hand through my hair and looked at Louis. The unrecognisable Louis. "Why'd you do it Lou?" I asked quietly. 

He ignored me and sat on my bed, he looked around curiously as if he had never seen my room before. "Niall, come sit with me"

I did, I walked over and sat down next to him. I hadn't been on the bed for a second before he lunged at me and kissed me. It was the worst kiss I had experienced. He was trying to hard and I couldn't work with him. He left my mouth and kissed my neck, sloppily and it wasn't a turn on if that's what he was going for.

"Louis, stop" I pushed him back. He looked down at me, pouting and looking like a hurt puppy. "Louis if you want to kiss me you have calm yourself a bit. Actually, no more kissing until your not high anymore" 

"I'm hungry" he said and ignored my previous words. This was going to be a long night.

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By the time tea finished two hours later, Louis and I had retreated back to my room and were sitting on my bed, Louis coming down from his high, and it gave me the time to talk to him about it all. Louis had his head on my chest and I was running my fingers through his hair, seeming to have a calming affect on him.

"Lou, why'd you do it?" I asked him curiously. 

"I don't want to talk about it" he mumbled quietly. 

"Is it something you do often? I don't like drugs Lou, hell even smokes I hate" he slowly brought his face up to look at me, his beautiul blue eyes that normally shine brightly when I see him are now sad and slightly red. 

"I don't normally do drugs. I just needed something to get my mind off things, drugs was the first thing I thought of" my face softened. I put a hand on his cheek and pecked his lips.

"I'm here to talk to Lou, about anything, I will try and help you" he smiled as he looked at me. 

"I love you Niall, so much" he said desperately. "You shouldn't be with me" I frowned. 

"Do you know who you're talking to?" I almost laughed to brighten the mood. "I'm Niall Horan, the biggest nerd out there who no one loves and gets bullied, if anything you shouldn't be with me" 

He shook his head, "Don't ever think like that again okay? You're amazing, and wonderful and beautiful and they just can't see that. I'll tell them to stop hassling you" I smiled fondly at him. 

"I don't need you too, so long as you're with me, I'll be happy"  we smiled at each other and connected our lips together in a sweet and loving kiss. He brought his right, injured, hand up and rested it on the back of my neck, gently guiding me closer. 

It was slighly awkward, since we were turning side ways to kiss, but we made it work. Then, I pulled away, rested my forhead against his with closed eyes and breathed out lightly. "Lou, I'm ready" I didn't feel Louis's breath fanning my face, and when I opened my eyes I saw his wide and shocked looking back at me. 

"Niall..."

"Lou, I'm ready" he asked me if I was sure, and all I did was smile and nod. He gave me a smile before kissing me again, it wasn't anything hot or steamy, more loving. His hands rested on my hips and lightly squeezed.

Then, the door opened and my mum stood there looking quite shocked and embarrassed more than anything. "Sorry boys. I came to tell you to get ready for bed, it's getting late" 

"Yes mum" i replied with a sigh.

She left without another word and the moment was over. 

"Have you got clothes?" I asked Louis as I slid off my bed. "I can lend you some if you need"

"Come back here? Why don't we finish what we started" I smiled but shook my head and came back with two pairs of pants and and two shirts. 

"I don't want to finish it, my mum is home and she already walked  in on us. Maybe another day" I pecked his cheek.

I nearly made a mistake tonight, I don't think I was actually ready to go through with it, and if I had, I probably wouldn't have felt great about it later on.

A/N ooh. He nearly gave up his V-card ahaha. 

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