Everyone can change [sakuatsu]

More and more its still not enough

Atsumu POV

I woke up to my brother and Suna's morning music. I took a shower and brushed my teeth and put on some shorts and walked downstairs to see them kissing. I gagged.
Suna: my baby is awake
I rolled my eyes
Osamu: you hungry? We made yer breakfast.
I smiled but they knew it was fake right away.
Osamu: stop taking it for fuck sakes.
My eyes opened and looked at him and then looked at me feet. "Sorry"
Suna: stop saying sorry, we aren't mad you didn't make a mistake. Just try and be happy okay?
I nodded, sat down and ate.
I walked to my room and started crying. "They saw right threw it, they saw my fake smile." That's when my coughing kicked in. I was gasping for air. I got my meds and looked at myself. "You're so fat" "go kill yourself" " just die." "Kiyoomi doesn't love you." I am fat aren't I? I grabbed the knife I used to open up packages and started cutting in places no one will look at like me inner thighs and my hip/ribs. I did it until I was a little satisfied. I grabbed the shower door and got in and out in cold water for my skin, and cried silently. But hard.
(Texts between SakuAtsu)

Me
Hey, srry I don't text I was busy. Ig.

Him
Yeah okay.
*read*
Him
Just gonna leave it there? You're such a bitch-

Me
Yea ik , I'm a bitch I'm a ass. I'm a bad boyfriend. Yeah I know. Now leave me alone.

Him
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