Everyone can change [sakuatsu]

Sakusa

When we got to our home Suna and I carried Samu to his bedroom. I went upstairs and put on my slippers and pjs. I laid down and just looked at the ceiling. I looked at my medicine and shrugged it off, "it's been over 2 weeks since I needed them, I should be fine without em" I thought. I soon went to bed, but not for long. I get a text from Sakusa saying:

I felt guilt. But then again it wasn't my fault, I was happy I finally said something, but of course I'm not allowed to be happy. That's when I started coughing and coughing. More and more blood, until I passed out. I heard Samu and Suna running upstairs, they shook me and shook me. I woke up to them yelling in my face. I was soaked with water. When I opened my eyes I heard so many questions: "did you take yer pills?" "Did you overdose" "do we need to take you to the hospital?!" I told them I was fine, but they stayed in my room until I fell asleep.

When I woke up I was alone in my bedroom, there was a note saying "went out for breakfast, take care of yourself"-Love Samu <3. I got out of bed and walked down stairs to see some pancakes that Samu made for me. I'm so glad I have someone like him in my life. I grabbed the food and went to the sofa and put on the newest episode of Tbhk. I was finished eating and got up. I rinsed my plate and was about to go for my morning jog when I heard a knock. I looked threw the peep hole and saw Kiyoomi. Great I signed.

I opened the door to see him with his hands out informer of me going in for a hug. I backed up and asked what he wanted. "I want you." I don't want you. I never want you again. But that didn't come out. I just nodded and asked why he was here again. He asked to come inside so I let him. I grabbed my phone from my room, and lead him to the sofa.

"I was thinking, maybe we should forget what happened i between us, and date again." (S)

I'm sorry pardon me? WHAT? He wants to get back together??? Are you serious! I've been threw hell just for him. God. I hate him so much. But I wish that came out instead of what I said. "O-o-oh. Yeah. Let's try again." Fucking Atsumu Miya. You're such an idiot.

YALL IM SO SORRY!!! I GOT LOGGED OUT AHHHH! BUT IM BACK BITCHES!!! NEW CHAPTERS ARE COMING!!! I HAVE MY LAST DAY TMR SO I CAN TRY AND BE ACTIVE!!! PS SOMEONE PLS GIVE ME SAKUATSU STORIES ON AO3 OR WATTPAD!!!!! Ilysm!!!