A PERSON TO TAKE CARE

WE ARE NOT TOGETHER

prem pov
I did not know what to say what to do if to run away ... someone, then I start knocking and we see the nurse come in
"thank goodness" I thought
nurse: sorry for the interruption but I have to do a quick check I ask if his boyfriend can go out
Prem and Boun: we are not together !!!!
nurse: sorry I did not believe .... but you would not be bad together
I started blushing actually I already saw Boun as my boyfriend but it was all my imagination will never happen.

Boun pov
"to feel that Prem and I would be fine together in fact I believe it too, NO wait but what about Boun wake up you won't be in love I'm not like that, but I have to admit that when I'm with him I feel good, I feel like I want to take care of him, but after all what I've been through because of love I can't be myself with anyone "
my head is full of thoughts i'm confused.
after about half an hour I see Prem come out accompanied by the nurse.
Boun: finally .... I'm hungry and tired I want to leave

Prem pov
"here he starts again with his usual cold and detached attitude but why?"
Boun: hey did you hear me? here we go?
Prem: oh yes sorry I was lost in thought
Boun: okay .... ah here are your anxiety meds right?
Prem: panic
Boun: would you like to talk about it?
"Boun who asks me to let off steam with him? But how do I do it? I can't, I can't and if he judges me if he knew about james, a mess would happen, but I would need to talk about him I have no one to do it with and keep everything inside me every time he does more and more bad"
my head was bursting with thoughts I put my hands on my temples and silently held back the pain, you went on to the exit walking fast so that Boun didn't notice anything and at that point I didn't owe anyone I still don't feel ready even though Boun me it conveys so much sincerity.

Boun pov
I see Prem running towards the exit but I don't understand why he ignored me like he didn't want me to see anything.
Boun: hey Prem what are you going to run? stop I'll take you home you don't want to go back on foot and then your car is now broken tomorrow I'll take it for repair.
Prem: broken? but so ....
Boun: Then I'll tell you everything but please come with me
i'm not the kind who begs but i was really afraid that something could happen to him plus the dorms are far away and it's dark
Prem: okay as you like thanks
Boun: all right?
I saw that he had a twisted face as if he were holding back pain and thoughts as if he wanted to solve everything by himself I saw in him so much independence in solving his problems alone.
Prem: yes all right it was just a heavy day I want to sleep
Boun: you can sleep in the car while we arrive you have dorms it will take an hour.
Prem: Are you in the dorms too?
Boun: it will be destiny that I have to watch over you

Prem pov
WHAT?!?!?!
I blushed so much I didn't expect this from him I don't want someone to take care of me I don't want to be a burden to anyone but Boun knows how to take me and maybe from this answer, he too feels something for me at least I hope ...
Boun: come on let's go and tomorrow morning if you feel like going, I'll take you to campus and if you ever panic again scream my name, look for me, vent on me, hug me, feel safe but you please don't scare me anymore like today promise me ....
Prem: promised

In the car...
Boun: Your first day wasn't that bad after all ... I've seen worse
Prem: I don't even want to imagine hahahahha
sleep had passed me all of a sudden and the car was only full of our laughter and our smiles but above all his ... it's beautiful
Boun: Are you staring at me?
Prem: NO NEVER DO NOT ASK THESE STUPID QUESTIONS AND BEWARE OF THE ROAD

Im really Sorry for the slow update buy im really busy but i want continue this story so i Just ask you to have a little patience
Bye