One-shots for MCYT ships

Karlnap- Camera shy Pt. 1.0

-Warnings-

-Mentions of insecruity

-Detailed descriptions of anxiety/anxiousness

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POV: Nobody

Well, this was it. Sapnap and Karl had finally met up in person. After years and years of talking at a screen, displaying the others face, they were actually with eachother. But now it was time to stream, to show the thousands of people out there that their fanfics have come true

Somewhat

The two young men were on the SMP getting toured around by Niki in her kingdom, when Karl left to go to the bathroom. At that point, Niki had seperated from Sapnap to do work on the giant build. Sapnap had always been nervous in front of a camera, especially when thousands of people were staring at him. Live.

Whever it was just Sapnap there to entertain chat, he would interanlly freeze. He didn't know what to do. What to say, or how to even look natural. He had no idea how Karl managed to act normal whilst being watched. It's as if he didn't even know people were seeing his every move.

And as Sapnap sat there, in the black and abused chair, his mind was being hugged by all thses anxious thoughts.

But that's what Sapnap had prepared for before visiting Karl.

POV: Sapnap

I was not prepared for this.

There I was, sat in Karls chair, in the eyes of the thousands of viewers. It's as if I can feel every bone in my body, as anxiety sets in more and more, consuming my senses. My entire body was tense. Everyone was staring at me. At me and my ugly face, the stupid scar only making it worse. My scraggly beard creating the illusion that im, like, 25.

I don't want to do a height check because I'm shorter than Karl. I don't want to do it because then my hideous body will be all over the internet.

I felt like I was sitting there for hours, lost in thought.

Turns out it was just a minute, and chat was getting impatiant. I continued walking around Nikis kingdom, as I only got more and more nervous as I waited for Karl to get back and take the spotlight.

It's only been a few minutes, but yet I still managed to be extremly awkard. I know everyone can tell too. I still don't know what to do, as I run around aimlessly on the SMP, passing the used to be communtiy house. (o7)

Finally, Karl comes back as his usual self. Happy, carefree like nothing matters. Like everything is okay. Maybe that's why I like him. Just so I can have that one bright thing in my life. But why does he like me?

⏱Time skip 🔥

POV: Sapnap

The stream was almost over.

Karl was saying his goodbye to chat, before hugging the camera and ending stream. He immediantly turns his chair to face me, and asks the question I hoped wouldn't be made. "Are you ok Sapnap? You started acting kinda off after I came back from the bathroom."

I look away from the screen, meeting Karls grey-ish brown eyes. I become nervous just from that, and focus my attention else where, the bottom of my shirt all of a sudden becoming more interesting than my lovers question.

Or is he my lover? Does he actually like me? Do I lik-

"Nick?" Oh no. He only uses my actually name when the topic is serious enough. It's like he is parenting me, but unwillingly. I hate it. He shouldn't have to deal with me.

"Yeah I'm ok, just tired. Imma start getting ready for bed, it's already 10:00." As I stand up, Karl responds saying, "Alright, I'm just gonna finish some stuff one here, then I want cuddles." "Oh so now your the instigator?" Usually I'm being needy for his touch, but the turns tabled.

"Shut up" He mumbles, obviously embarrased. "Just go and wait in bed for me, I will be right behind you." And with that, I leave after giving him a soft, quick kiss on his temple.

While changing into some more confortable clothes, more and more thoughts devour my mind, tearing it to shreds. And as I sit in my shared bed, legs under the covers, those thoughts progress straight to my heart. They now begin their prosses of shredding my heart as they did my mind. I can feel it. The pain from these joy eating thoughts. I feel it.

Until he walks in.

Karl walks in, and the thoughts die out, my mind and heart restoring to it's full self again. He does wonders to me. (I know what you're thinking, don't say it.) Whenever I'm just in the same room as him, I feel more confertable and safe. A nice contrast to my awkward, anxious vibe.

While I was lost in my thoughts, Karl had changed into my hoodie, big enough to hide the shorts hes wearing. He looks adorable. Perfect

Without saying a word, he crowls into bed next to me. At this point I had layed down, alowing Karl to lay on top of me. He nuzzles his head into my chest, the fluffy brown hair of his tickling my neck. As I run soothing fingers through his hair, there is a soft mumbling from the resting boy.

"I love you Nick" I can already feel the blood rising to my face. I still can't get used to those 4, lovely words.

"Love you more Karl"

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A/N

(Word Count- 897)

It's 1:30 AM help

Well I hope you liked this chapter, in case you are stupid this is based off of one of Karl and Sappys streams together.

And this is my first two part one shot so that's poggers ig lmao

I guess that's all I have to say

Welp, have a good day/night/evening, love ya rats ;)