Hanging on: The story of my life

Replaced

If your still reading this thank you :) Usually people think I'm always negative but that is a lie. I am always on the verge of tears but I always ALWAYS try to stay positive. I know God will help me through this. He has always been there for me and he still is :) but anyway continuing with my story. So my dad kept going to the bar and coming home drunk. I began to feel replaced. I had been replaced with alcohol. My mom knew how much it hurt but my dad was like a blind man. He couldn't see what he was doing to others but I still had hope that my dad I once knew before, was still there. Things kept getting worse but I still held on. I wasn't ready to give up not yet. In 2009, the most horrible thing happened. My house was infested with black mold. It wasn't the regular normal kind of mold. It was very very deadly. I would have trouble breathing every night and the doctor put me on a nebulizer. It's like a mask that helps you breathe. I had to wear it a lot and later on my mom knew we had to leave. So we left the house and stayed in a hotel. At first it was kind of fun, but later I began to feel homesick. I was late to school everyday so the principal made me ride the bus. Kids would ask me questions like "why do you always get dropped off at the hotel?" Or "Is your family poor?" I didn't answer them. It was too much for me to take. They didn't need to know my background or what was going on in my life. I did my best in school though. No matter how much I struggled I always tried my best. I wasn't going to let my education fade away like my house. Things weren't that bad at the hotel until one day something horrible happened. If you want to know keep reading to part 3. If this is already too much for you, close the book and stop reading.