Hanging on: The story of my life

This is Now

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated my book. I've been really busy with school stuff and I was really sick :(

So I have told you all about my past. Now I will tell you what's happening to me right now. My dad isn't an alcoholic but he hasn't changed. He continues to yell at my mom and I everyday. I'm just so tired of it. I go to sleep to the sound of my parents fighting and wake up to it. To make things worse they always put me in the middle. I try my best to ignore them but I'm just under so much pressure right now. My dad told me today that the problem is depending on me. If I don't speak up against mom then everything will keep getting worse. This is what I mean when I say that NO ONE UNDERSTANDS! They don't understand ANYTHING! I'M JUST A KID! HOW IS ANY OF THIS MY FAULT??!!!! Sometimes I just think that maybe they're right. Maybe everything is my fault and I was never supposed to be born. But then again I remember if it was that way God wouldn't of created me. So I know now that I am a beautiful creation living in this world and a child of God. I've gotten this far I can keep going. Never once have I lost faith in God or in things getting better. I still continue to keep faith and hope. I hope my story has inspired you :) remember that we were all put on this earth for a reason and that we are beautiful creations from God :)

THE END :)