Iwonder

Freddie: That Same Day

Freddie's POV:

I stay behind to update the hardware on the computer and work on some tech stuff. I want to create some new filters for the show. I'm working on this one filter that actually lets the viewers smell through the camera, and another filter that switches Sam and Carly's heads. The smell filter needs more work. I think I am going to call it Smell-a-Vision 4000. 

I start the update for the hardware which takes at least 30 minutes. It gives me enough time to grab a snack and a drink and head back up to the studio. 

I walk out the door to the studio and see a leather bound journal on the ground. I pick it up. I inspect the outside of it and think it must be Carly's. I don't think Sam would keep a journal. I will just leave it in the studio. I open the door and toss it onto a bean bag. I run downstairs and grab a diet cola and a muffin and head back up the stairs.

I go back in the studio and check the process on the update only 10% done and 20 minutes left. What am I going to do until that time? I sit on a bean bag chair and stair at the journal. I wonder what Carly writes about in it. I can take just one peak.

I open it up to a random page.

The entry is dated today.

It reads 

"Stupid diary,

I might even love the boy.

Peace,

Sam."

Sam's in love! Who does Sam love? I think in utter shock.

Now I want to read more, but Sam will kill me if she finds out. She would literally pound me into the ground.

I have to know though who is she in love with. Not just out of curiosity, but because I still have feelings for her. Yes, I am dating Valerie and yes, I love Valerie. It's more of a fun, not so serious relationship. I could see myself actually being with Sam for the long run and because of this I need to know who she loves. I need to know if I should give up or fight for her.

I flip to another page.

The entry is dated a month ago.

It reads

"Hey stupid diary,

Why does Freddie want to go out with Valerie? I will never be good enough for him. I am just the loner gutter girl that loves meat. I am to big of a slob. I'm not pretty. I wish Freddie wanted to go out with me. I really like him. I wish he liked me.

Peace,

Sam."

Sam loves me! I think in shock. What do I do? How do I let her know I have feelings for her without letting her know that I know she loves me? When did this all get so complicated?

I hear footsteps and slam the diary closed and slide it across the floor towards the door.

Sam walks in.

She picks the diary up off the floor and says "you didn't read this did you?"

"No!" I say doing a poor job to cover it up. You can see the guilt on my face. I turn away from her quickly. 

She walks towards me not convinced. She asks again "Freddork did you or did you not read my diary?" 

I stand up and my face turns red and I don't reply.

"Freddie!!!" she yells. She pins me down to the ground. 

I flip her over to where I have her pinned down to the ground.

"I read it because I thought it was Carly's. I know that's no excuse."

She throws me off of her and runs toward the door crying.

"But Sam.." I continue. I run after her and grab her arms. I turn her around to face me.

"What," she says angrily "you want to humiliate me, go ahead." 

I try to think of what to do and what to say. All of a sudden she is angry again and pins me down.

"You stop me from leaving, but you don't say anything or do anything. If you are going to reject me, go ahead and do it." she says.

I flip her over and pin her down again. She gets angry and starts breathing heavy. I lean in and kiss her passionately. She kissed back, but then pushes me away.

"You really mean that?" she asks.

"Uh Hu!" I reply.

I let her go and we sit up. "what about Valerie?" she asks.

"I was with her because I never thought you would ever want to go out with me. I am in love with you sam. My relationship with Valerie is fun, but it has always been you." I reply.

She kisses me. "Break up with her tomorrow," she pleads.

"of course" I say.

I kiss her again and then I sit down on a bean bag.

"so do you want to stay or???" I ask.

"I guess I'll stay," she says.

She walks over to me and sits down on the bean bag chair next to me.

"come here," I tell her.

She comes over to me and sits next to me.

I wrap my arms around her and she gets comfortable so that her head is on my chest. 

"I love you Sam!" I say and give her a soft peck on the lips.

"I love you nub!" She replies.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day, I think.

Let me know if I should continue this story or not.