Iwonder

Later that Night

Later that Night:

Sam's POV:

It is 2 am and I lay on the couch in Carly's apartment sipping a root-beer and eating pack of sour gummy worms. I am watching Girly Cow because I am bored and I can't go to Freddie's because crazy is over there and would freak out.

I finish off the root beer but still continue to snack on the sour worms and watch Girlie Cow. A few more episodes in and I drift off to sleep.

I start to dream something so real and vivid:

I'm sitting in Carlys apartment and I decide to walk over to Freddie's. I just need to see him I think. I walk in and go straight to his room. Freddie I say.

"Leave" he yells "Leave!"

"Why" I say as is start to choke up.

"Just leave" he says getting up from his bed. He pushes me out the door and yells "I never loved you." He slams the door leaving me alone curled up in a ball crying.

"Don't leave me" I scream, "Don't leave me Freddie!" I plead.

I lay shaking in the hallway.

But then I hit the ground hard and am awoken from this nightmare.

I run across the hall to find Freddie. I knock lightly on the door and shortly Freddie appears in nothing but his boxers, a concerned look plastered on his face.

"Come in" he says. I walk in.

I breathe heavily still unable to speak. He guides me to his room and motions for me to sit on the bed. I sit on the edge of the bed and he sits next to me and raps his arms around. "It's ok," he whispers, "please talk to me Sam."

Between labored breaths I manage to get out "Freddie... I had this nightmare and... and.." he stops me and says "it's ok, speak when you are ready. Just breathe."

I take deep breathes and slowly I control my breathing. "Freddie I had this nightmare and you said you didn't love me and you made me leave you. You pushed me away." I continue to sob into his chest. He holds me tighter "I'm not going anywhere" he whispers, "I am right here."

Soon we lean back on the bed and he pulls the covers over us. I lay my head on his chest the sound of his heart beating calming down. He wraps his arm around me rubbing circles on my back. "I love you" I whisper.

"I love you too" he says. My heart is full in this moment because I know that whatever happens I can run to him and he always comfort me. He will always be my safe place. Even though we fight we always make up because there's love there and love conquers hate.

It's true what they say you don't find love, it finds you, and when it does you won't know what hit you. I snuggle in closer to Freddie and I drift off into a peaceful sleep with Freddie protecting me with his arms wrapped tightly around me.