97 Ways

Chapter 53

LU´s POV

When we were on the plane I sat between Felix and Omar. In front of us were Oscar and Ogge and behind us Kat and Daff. Felix begged me that he could sit next to the window so I said yes and now I had a grinning Felix on my left and a sad looking Omar on my right. We had 14 hours of flying ahead of us so we all tried our best to make ourselves comfortable. I spent the first 2 hours watching “Bad Neighbors” with Felix. I was laying with my head in his shoulder and the reason why I agreed to watch the movie was because I thought that Zac Efron is hot. After the movie we both fell asleep.

In the middle of the night I woke up with my head on Felix chest and his arms still around me. It must have been about 3am Swedish time. When I looked up and around I realized that Omar was still awake. I freed myself from Felix hug and turned to him.

“Hej.” I whispered.

Omar looked up. “Oh hej. Sorry did I wake you up?”

“No I just can´t sleep anymore and Felix is snoring.” I winked. “Is everything okej? You have been so quiet and looked kind of sad...”

“Well to be honest...” He took a deep breath. “I broke up with Hanna...”

“Wait you too?” Oscar told me about Ogge and Julia, what made me kind of mad because Julia is like my sister and Ogge on the other hand is like my big brother so... that was a weird situation already but Omar and Hanna too?!

“Yeah... it´s been weird for quite a while...” He looked down on his hands. “Since you´ve been gone she changed a lot... You know she always tried to control me and she was never the girl she was when I met her again...”

“I´m sorry Omar.” I took his hand. “I know you really liked her...”

“I liked the girl I met at the signing but not the control freak she became...”

“What did she say? I mean when you broke up?”

“That she doesn´t trust me when I´m in L.A. with you guys... and that she can´t believe that I think so little of her...”

“How did she mean that?”
“Well she was asking why she can´t come with us. Because you were coming too and all of that. So I told her that you come because you live with us and because...” Omar stopped in the middle of the sentence.

“Because of what?”

“Nothing.” He continued. “Anyways we got into a fight and then she broke up with me. I mean yeah she was going on my nerves but still I really liked her...”

“I know you did... I´m here for you. Do you think you´ll be fine?” I was still holding his hand.

Omar squeezed my hand and smiled a little. “Thanks Lu... I think I´ll be okej. Your´re a really good friend!”

I smiled and gave him a tight hug.

FELIX´ POV

“Wow what´s going on here guys?”

I woke up because I realized that Lu was missing. When I opened my eyes I saw her and Omar holding hands... Well what the hell was that about?

“Nothing Sandy.” Omar said as they let go of each other.

“Doesn´t look like nothing to me...”

“Felix I was just talking to him!” Lu looked at me confused.

Now I kind of got angry... Gosh I hate if I get angry before I know what´s actually going on but I just can´t control it...

“Oh that´s what you two call talking? I call that cheating!” The words were falling out of my mouth and I didn´t even what to say them.

I could see how Omar got angry too. “Bro are you freaking serious?”

“Oh cut it “bro”!” I yelled.

“Felix! Keep it down everyone is sleeping!” Lu whispered.

“My girlfriend just broke up with me and now you think I flirt with yours?” Omar looked furious.

“Well yeah that´s totally what it looks like to me!” DAMN stop talking Felix! STOP TALKING!

“Oh you know what? Fuck you Felix!” Omar stood up and went away. As far away from me as he could get on this plane.

Lu looked stunned at me. “Was that really necessary?”

“That´s what I ask you!”

“Felix Omar and Hanna broke up!” Lu whispered with intensity. “He was sad and I talked to him. AS A FRIEND! Because that´s what friends do!”

“You were holding his hand! And also now that they broke up he could easily try to get you!”

“NO he couldn´t!”

“WHY!” I started to yell again.

From a bit away we heard a “Shhhh!”

“Because I love YOU!” Now Lu looked hurt and angry too... “At least I thought I did... but I hate the boy I have in front of me right now! Who are you? The incredible Hulk?!” She stood up. “I hope you´re happy now at least!” She turned around to go.

“Wait!” I grabbed hold of her arm. “Where are you going?”

“I´ll search for Omar.”

With these words she freed herself from my grip and went after Omar.

I sank back into my seat... What the hell did I just do...

I think Lu is right. Maybe I am like the Hulk. When I get angry I just can´t control what I say and do anymore. I can´t believe that I just thought Omar wants to steal my girlfriend... He would never do that... But the worst part is, that I have no idea how to apologize because I think just a sorry won´t make it better... GOSH I´M SUCH AN ASSHOLE. Sandy G you´re an asshole...