three girls one boy

The soft delicate gentle touch

*Clara's P.O.V*

I couldn't pull away, I was stuck but I needed to pull away and I needed to do it fast, but I was hooked, I was stuck there in the soft gentle embrace of everything that was happening to me right now, it was like everything had gotten better but it was as if everything had gotten worse, but all I knew was that I couldn't stop it but I wanted to stop, and I didn't know what to do. I really don't know what to do at all.

This was my chance I was able to pull away now before she continued. "Astrid. Why?? Why did you kiss me for????? I don't understand why did you do that for???!!!" I was confused but I was also sort of feeling as if it was something that was ment to be done at the same time. But at the same time I was so confused that I didn't know if I would be able to recover and not be confused.

"Oh I'm sorry Clara, I just. I have to go now." Amy dashed and I never really saw her for the next few days nearly even weeks, everything that I would go to see her during school she would dart of the other way as if I was the one to blame for what Amy had done. I was at the point of messaging her however the only problem was that not only was she avoiding me but she was not answering any of my messages. And everytime Astrid and I hung out, I always found that Astrid would always stay away from me as if I was a problem and then suddenly shoot off but if we were all put in a team I always would move but this time I didn't want to do it. I sat in front of Astrid and Amy that same morning in front of our teacher and asked if I could drop the subject, Astrid and Amy knew that I loved science it was one of my favourite subjects well, obviously I knew that they would stop me well, that's what would have happened if Amy hadn't have stopped Amy and instead made her agree with me, I knew something was wrong so I asked the school if they could treat me through a different name, a name that was so special to me that no one would have known about and most importantly I had NEVER told anyone about this name either.

It was the name of my favourite actress and as well as that but my mums name as well. Jenna Oswin Coleman Oswald. I know it is a long name however my mums name was Jenna Oswald. My mam took my nan's name Oswin coleman as her middle name but when I was born I was just giving the name Clara Oswin Oswald, and I love it especially as when I turn 20 I get to decide if I want to be called Clara Jenna Oswin Coleman Oswald. Yeah I know it's a long name but as well as that it is a mouthy name to get your words around, but as long as I dont get myself muddled I should be fine. Or that's what I thought until I blew the whole process up.

Jenna Oswin Coleman Oswald.