YIBO POV
I'm really not in the mood right now, and I'm feeling really close to my rut.
"Mama, I will go upstairs first, I have also finished everything the plan orders, and I feel like I will get sick" I said
"Okay Yibo, rest first" Mama said, I nodded to him
"I'll go up first, thank you mama" I said, and next to him was payne, I smiled at him but he rolled his eyes at me.
I walked up, and when payne treated me like that, I feel my heart aching, also it was only a few hours when zhan left with that xujia.
When I enter the room, I feel my tears start falling, I'm really hurt but who am I for this, and I feel tired I mean my body not to apologize to him and payne.
WAR POV
It still hurts, insecurity still eats at me.
I first changed my clothes in the bathroom, and after that I went out, and I saw yin, sitting on the bed.
But I ignored him, and I sat on the side of the bed where we couldn't lay down. I lay down slowly because my womb hurts a bit. I feel my babies kicking, I also feel that he is watching me.
"War won't you really pay attention to me?" He said, but still I ignore him. I closed my eyes.
"War!"
"War! damn it! " He shouted and I heard his cursed even though I heard that whisper, I feel my tears start falling from my eyes, I hate him so much.
"War!"
"Fuck! Can you please stop ignore me! Let me explain! " He shouted, and I could feel him holding my arm as if he was holding it too tightly.
"Yin stop! I'm hurting!" I shouted too, and I sat down as if it was so hurt. and I'm still crying. I saw the expression on his face change, I saw a guilty
"Maybe it's okay not to continue the wedding we're planning, you hurt me while we weren't married, what about when we're married you can do more than that" I said, I saw him surprised, I was even surprised by what I said.
"No! Please I'm sorry " He said confused.
I'm still crying right now, No matter how much I stop my tears from dripping, I can't.
"No you are not saying sorry, I feel so annoyed yin, You are my fiance but you didn't feel that before, you ask the girl if she is okay, when I don't intention to push her but I'm your fiancé but you don't asking me if I'm okay, and the way you help her to stand up from my push, You know what while you're choosing clothes, she always rolled her eyes at me, and the way you smiled back at her, and you ignore me while talking to her and the way you removed hold in my hands when she suddenly came, you removed your hold in my hands but you not removed her hold in your arms, it hurts me yin, it hurts so much, you not feel she is flirting with you, and I feel insecurity from my whole body. Because she is sexy how about me I'm looks like a whale now or a pig, and she is beautiful, she is a girl, How about me I'm just a stupid omega, and I am boy, I'm so weak , I'm not really handsome, But you didn't feel that I was so annoyed, and you didn't feel the change in the atmosphere between me and you, maybe this is the reason why I asked you before if you can do what you did before, How many times have I given you a chance to show that you are new but you still don't seem to have it, if you want to break up with me, then you can do but you will never touch me again and also my children "I said cryingly, and my chest was so tight because I was crying.
I slightly shocked, when he suddenly hugged me.
"This is not my intention hon, sorry if I'm insensitive I didn't feel that, I was just shocked when you pushed her, I didn't expect that you will do that, I also didn't feel that she is flirting with me, and please I don't really like what is happening now hon, Hon please don't leave me, Please I'm sorry for being short tempered "He said, and I feel wet in my shirt, He is crying ?? This is one my weakness when he is crying, I don't want him crying.
"Do you really love me yin?"
"I love you so much more than anything"
"Then why did you hurt me?" I asked
"I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry, I don't want to lose you and our children war again, and I don't want, and Please I also don't want you to be insecure with other people, I love you just the way you are, I don't care if you are fat now or looks like whale now but still you are the most beautiful pregnant omega, please don't compare yourself to others, you girl said beautiful, she is not "He said, I hugged him back
"I'm sorry too, will you still marry me?" I asked, and I let go in his hug
"Of course, I should ask that, I love you so much hon!" He said to me.
"Yey loveyoutoo so much!" I said
"Let's lay down now, I will tell happened after you walk out in that store" He said, and I nodded to him. He kissed my forehead first.
YIBO POV
When I open the door
"Payne" I called
"Can I come in?" He asked, I nodded to him he come in this room
"Are you sick? Why are you sweating so much even though aircon is open "He asked
"I don't know son"
"Can I asked something?"
"Yes you can ask anything"
"You are not really cheating in mommy right?"
"Why do you ask like that?"
"You said I can ask anything, So Answer my question" He got his attitude with me, It's so hard to talk if you both have a same attitude.
"No, I can't do that again because I'm promised on your mom"
"I hear you the other day talking to uncle war about cheating things, I'm sorry daddy, I'm sorry if I'm mad at you" He said and he cried so much, and he hugged my waist.
"It's okay son, I really really understand why you mad"
"I'm sorry for what I told you when you first came here, I didn't mean to daddy, I'm hurt when I saw you hurting earlier when mom went with uncle jiajia, that's not what I want, if I choose who I will definitely be my daddy, I will still choose you because you are my daddy and no one will be my daddy "He said.
"It's okay son, it's okay, just don't cry please" I said to him, I knelt down and hugged him
"Dad are you sick?" He said
"No, I'm not son"
"Why it looks like?" He said
I feel my rut is coming, damn it. I hope not first now.
WAR POV
"Is that what happened?" I asked
"Yes, I'm so annoyed to her too because she is slut" He said
"Let's not talk to him anymore I'm just too stressed hon, I don't want him to look like our babies" I said, and he nodded. I am little shocked again when he kissed me passionately and he try his tounge to enter in my mouth. But he stops first. and he talked
"I think we can sex right now hon, because we can't sex anymore when our triplets are already four months in your womb that is the doctor said" He said, I hit his head
"PERVERT !!" I said, but he kissed me again. this man is fucking pervert. and but i respond to his kissed.
I feel his hands going inside in my pajamas
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Roman d'amour꒰ OMEGAVERSE STORY; YINWAR AND YIZHAN ꒱ Some alpha said, they create as alpha to take care of the omega, but what if they are the reason why omega is hurting and to suffer. "I will not let a child to ruin my life" "Why will i love you, if you can...
