Chapter 33.

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ZHAN POV

Jiajia is going in my house, and yibo is still here , He is watering the plant in front of our house wit

I even sent our maids off so he could clean the whole house.

I took a bath because Jiajia will arrive soon

YIBO POV

I'm here now downstairs watering their garden, and I meet payne I'm talking to him but he ignored me



after I watered their garden, I went inside them, because mama was cleaning the kitchen.

I met payne again

"Hi!" I greet him but he looked at me and he rolled his eyes, and that is a little hurt for me.

He walked away, he came out of the house I don't know why.

I just went straight to the kitchen and saw mama.

"I'll help you" I said respectly

"No it's okay!" Mama said

"Zhan is the one order for me to clean the kitchen mama, so let me help you" I said, and he nodded

"Yibo, Can I ask you something"

"What is that mom?"

"Were you hurt when you found out the zhan left you?"

"Yes, because when I saw that all of zhan clothes were gone in our closet and also Payne's clothes, I immediately panicked because everything was coming back to me when Zhan left the hospital, I really couldn't help but be an asshole, I want to change myself so that someone can stay with me and so that I won't be left behind, I really love Zhan and payne mama. I want Zhan and payne back to me, I will do everything so that he can forgive me. "

Mama was about to speak when suddenly we heard a shout outside

"Uncle Jiajai !!!!" I heard payne shout

Mama and I went out.

I saw the man, I saw him with zhan, He is name  Xujia

"Ma? Who is he?" I whisper, I'm just acting that I didn't know him.

"He is Xujia, He will go outside with zhan and payne

"Why?"

"He always does that when He don't have a project or concert" Mama said, payne hugged Xujia

I felt annoyed in that xujia, also my heart ached a bit


"Oi Jiajia are you already there?" I was stunned in the back by someone.

Zhan came out to hug our son and he hug xujia too. Zhan just really went through me. and approached xujia, I was hurt not physically, it is emotionally.


Who am I to demand? I made the mistake. but the pain really is.

I saw payne looking at me. He immediately avoided me when I looked at him.

"Let's go now!" Zhan said to Xujia, Zhan held payne's hand, and Zhan said goodbye to mama, but he didn't say goodbye to me, he ignored me


They were about to walk when payne suddenly stopped

"Mama, I'll just be left at home, You can go with uncle jiajia"

"Why?" Zhan asked to payne

"No mama, go ahead and leave" Payne said, and the two nodded, and Xujia kissed Payne's forehead.

They left but I feel hurt in my heart, I saw payne looking at me again.

But he also entered the house immediately

"Are you alright?" Mama ask, I nodded to him

"Yes ma, I'm fine!" I said, we went into the kitchen again

"Do you think I hurt zhan's daddy too much? I left him without saying goodbye that he didn't know we had two children but I was too young when I bring zhan in my womb I was afraid he might not responsible with me but still I chose to leave China, and I left him without saying goodbye, No I also know how to talk to him that we both have a child, and we have died child but I heard from him that he is have child to his ex but he still has a child, He is the only one I love and he is the only one I will love until my last breath "


"I think he still loves you, he will forgive you and understand why you left, if you can talk to him again, I feel that you two will get back together, just trust mama" I said

YIN POV

"YIIIIINNNN !!!!" War shouted, I was surprised why


"Hon why are you shouting?"

"Accompany me to buy a clothes, my clothes don't fit me here" He said, he looks to cry now

"Yeah yeah! I will accompany you! Just don't cry okay! "

I took my clothes so that's what I'm going to wear with him, is that my loose tshirt, and I gave him my pajamas, at least he's comfortable in what he's wearing, at first he didn't want to wear it but he had no choice

After that we went to the mall, while we were looking at clothes

WAR POV

We were looking at yin's clothes today in a shop when suddenly someone approached our sales lady. and really she rolled her eyes at me. and he went in front of yin

"Is there no other net size?" Yin asked to the woman. I'm disgusted that he thinks of yin.

"I'll look sir" she said, and smiled to yin with a mixture of flirtation, she looked at me but she raised one eyebrow at me.

He left, and he said goodbye to yin and yin smiled at him, I want to pull this woman's hair. I'm so annoyed right now. I'm really really annoyed.

The woman is still sexy, How about me, I'm fat now, I feel insecurity inside me.

"Are you okay hon?" Yin asked, I looked at him, and I tried to smile at him and nodded, he held my hands. I breathed a little easier when he held my hands.

But he removed his hold in my hand when the sales lady suddenly came.


I was really enveloped in insecurity and I overthinked again


"I bring the medium and large size sir" the girl said using his small voice.


"Which one fits you here?" He asked me. I pointed to the large one to finish the talk.

I really want to cry now. I feel annoyed, hurt, insecurity.

I'm not in the mood to choose the clothes I want to go home.

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