When The Playboy CEO Falls In Love With A Doctor

Chapter 9 - Solemn Talks

I still don't have my first crush, my first date, neither my first hug nor my first kiss- " i was shocked when he let those 6 words come out of his mouth.
"I can help you with that......

"What the heck are you even saying?" I practically yelled at him.
"N-n-nothing!" He defended himself as a tint of pink started spreading over his puffy cheeks.
"Cute!" I complemented him as he became shy and started playing with  his fingers.

His four dimples were as prominent as his bunny teeth that would appear whenever he would smile. The hypnotizing honey drooping voice, that could make any girl melt, was enough to make me feel in heaven. I don't know why, but I was noticing every little thing that he was doing. He was looking etheral, even when he was biting his nails, out of nervousness or when he was ruffling his hair out of shyness. He was looking hellishy handsome and adorable, at the same time, under the moonlight. Maybe I was paying attention to him because I was drinking wine and was a bit drunk, but I was doing this willingly and I wasn't even ashamed to accept the fact that I was practically checking him out. The way his eyes  would crinkle at the mention of his family, especially his sister, was really adorable. He was exposing all his family secrets in front of me as if I was a part of it. The more I talked with him, the more I felt secure. He was the first person, after oppa, with whom I was crystal clear, as transparent as I could be.
"So...." He started off.
"Yes...." I gestured him to continue.
"I was wondering.... " He hesitated.
"Hmm...." I hummed.

Jungkook's POV

She hummed while stirring her glass of wine. I was a bit hesitant to ask her out because I've heard that she never dated someone before and was still awkward regarding the topic but I guess I had to do it.
" So as I was saying, are you free on Sunday ?" I said.
"I am." She replied.
"So would you..." I started off.
"So would you what?" She asked me, while chuckling.
"So would you like to g-g-go out with me?" I stuttered out ( as if that's a word).
"I will." She said while smiling.
I was shocked to the very core, i was expecting her to insult me, degrade me but she turned out to be a sweetheart and accepted my proposal.
"Are you out of your mind?" I asked her.
"No, I am in my senses and i am willing to go out with you. What else should I say to make you happy?" She said.
She is giving me shock after shock, first she accepted my proposal and then she is talking sweetly to me.
'Is she high?' This thought came into my mind.
But she flashed me a smile as if she read my thoughts and answered with a no. Okay, then if she is not high, so then am I high? Oh my god, maybe someone mixed something in my drink like the trend that is going viral nowadays, the hitman one.
Whatever, but this is the first time that I've seen her this calm and composed, if she was her normal self then she would be yelling at me and asking me to get out at this moment, but she was just drinking wine, while smiling to herself. Automatically a smile made it's way to my lips when i saw her smiling. I sometimes wonder what goes on  in her mind.
"What are your thoughts on insecurity?" I blurted out. She looked at me, surprisingly, as if I caught her off guard.

Y/N's POV
I wasn't expecting him to ask me something like this. But whatever i started off.
"For me insecurity is one of the most terrible things."
"How?" He asked.
"It is one of the most terrible things because due to this you don't appreciate and value yourself. Everyone should think that they are as rare as true love. You should not wait for a prince charmimg to come and  acknowledge your value. If you don't treat yourself right then how do you expect someone else to do so. When someone says that their past experiences made them insecure, i don't believe it. If you are insecure, it means that some piece of your heart still feels inferior and is unable to love itself. Their past experience might give rise to their insecurity but they are not the one to blame for their self doubt. I mean I am not siding with bullies, of course they are bad people, I mean terrible people. I wamt to ask the bullies one question. How can they make someone feel so low about themselves? But the answer lies within itself. How can someone else make you feel inseucure? It means that you yourself are insecure and doubt yourself. I am talking too much but i guess these are my thoughts on insecurity."
"Wo! That's influencing, but are you okay?"  He asked me
"Yes I am, but why did you ask me this question." I asked him.
"When you were saying this, i felt as if you are going through the same thing. Are you?" He asked me with sincerity reflecting in his eyes.
"Not now, but in the past, i was going through it but i guess i overcame it now." I answered.
"Would you like to talk about it?" He asked me.
"Not too soon, bunnyboy!" I answered.
We both came into an eye contact and broke into fits of laughter.

Whenever he would look into my eyes, he would break the eye contact and shy away or whenever our hands would touch each other, he would instantly retract his hand and blush would spread over his cheeks. It was as if he was a teenager all over again, who would stutter a lot while asking his crush to lend him a pen, who would buy her favourite chocolate and hid it inside her locker. We both were conversing, drinking, laughing, and were enjoying each other's presence. It was as if we two were the only people on earth and didn't wanted to be bothered, just wanted to be left in this tranquil and alluring solitude.  Our thoughts would sometimes have some diffidence, but an untouched thing from all these differences, was our intermingled souls. I was noticing his every little activity and he was well aware of this and yet he kept quite.
And that was the moment where I realised that he was in love with me and I was too. But we both didn't utter a single word, as if we were too afraid to ruin the connection that we have now or too confident about our unstated love.......

Sorry, very short chapter, but i'll make up for it in the next part💜!