escapril 2021

ninth of april

today's prompt is paradox, but i turned since it's my birthday, i can do what i want. enjoy these words i wrote about my crush.

Sometimes I just look at her. She glows. I think I love her, but I don't think I can tell her. I'm not sure what she would think. But maybe that's my problem. I think too much. I care too much what other people think of me.

But she's so beautiful. She is a wonderful person. I love the way she smiles when she's talking about something she loves, like music. It's amazing how much she loves music and how passionate she is about music. I don't think I could ever be so passionate about something. Except maybe about her.

I like the way she compliments me. I like the way I get butterflies in my stomach when we have a staring contest. I like the way she looks at me. I like hearing her talk, and I like watching her play her piano or the guitar. I like the way she always pays attention when I'm talking.

When I'm with her, I feel so loved. But I have no idea whether she feels the same about me. That's why I don't know if I'll ever tell her.