The swings | b.e

please

Two weeks later..
At school:
Y/n's POV:

"Me and y/n know this place where it's quiet, there's rarely people there, we can go eat there" Billie suggests

Zoe nods and we go to the place.

We sit down in the grass, Zoe and Billie taking theyre food out of their bags.

We then start conversations

. . .

"Y/n eat" Billie says laughing awkwardly.

"I ate this morning, I'm still pretty full" I lie

Zoe looks at me suspiciously while Billie looks at me weirdly

"You never eat at school" Billie says confused.

"I er.. get full pretty quickly, I just eat in the mornings and when I get back from school at home" I tell her trying to sound convincing

She nods but Zoe doesn't look convinced

"What?" I ask Zoe

"You haven't told her" she says sounding angry

"Haven't told me what?" Billie asks with a confused look on her face. "Nothing" I blurt out.

"Y/n I told you that if you didn't tell her I would, and you haven't told her yet?!" She says a bit more loudly now

I gulp and look away nervously.

"Guys what are you talking about?!" Billie asks desperately

Zoe shakes her head angrily, "I swear if you don't tell her right now, I will" she says looking at me sternly.

She doesn't understand that I can't just tell someone I harm myself.
She doesn't understand how hard it is to tell someone that. It's something private about myself. I get billies my bestfriend, but I'm not ready to tell her yet.

"Y/n" billie says looking at me worriedly. I look up at her for a second and then looking at the grass.

"Y/n" Zoe says sternly

"Oh my god Zoe!" I scream angrily
"Argh" I groan, as I stand up, taking my bag and leaving.

My eyes get teary as I walk back to the school and I see blurry cuz of the tears.

I try to walk as quickly as I can to the school, and just hide somewhere and wish to never come out again.

I enter the school through the back and walk through the hallways until finding a empty classroom, I walk into the classroom and close the door behind me.

I throw my bag on the floor, sliding down the wall and begin to cry.

Billie's POV:

"Haven't told me what?" I ask confused

"Nothing" y/n quickly says.

"Y/n I told you that if you didn't tell her I would, and you haven't told her yet?!" Zoe says a bit more loudly now

I look weirdly at Zoe then back at y/n

"Guys what are you talking about?!"I asks desperately

Zoe shakes her head angrily, "I swear if you don't tell her right now, I will" she says looking at y/n sternly.

"Y/n" I say, looking at y/n worriedly. She looks up at me for a second and then looks at the grass.

"Y/n" Zoe says sternly