Phoenix Evans and the Goblet of Fire

Into the Past

Shaking and not wanting to go back there I walked the halls. Percy found me worried and took me to hostipal wing. Which was well useless as I couldn't tell them exactly what was wrong. But Professor Dumbledore came in the rest left.

"Phoenix is there something you have been hiding" he asked quietly His blue eyes seem to see right through me and found myself speaking.

"I knew who attack me the same person who "I swallowed as tears went down my face and I didn't look at him. Dumbledore told me to sit down and asked if I knew about Pensive. I nodded because back home we were told about it. He lead me the corner of room where pensive was.

I thought of memory as tears went down my face and cast it in pensive me and Dumbledore put our faces in and everything changed to me one year younger in room of requirement. I looked down and swallowed not looking up even after the scream. I closed my eyes and must of passout or something because I woke up in hospital wing again.

Neville was there he smiled when I woke up. I looked at him confused.

"Neville what are you doing here" I asked rubbing my eyes.

"Harry was here but he had to go so I said I would be here" he said quietly and I smiled at him.

"Thanks Neville What did I miss" I asked curiously and still not blushing hopefully.

"Some people from different schools are coming I forgot from where but should be here later. That's about it but are you feeling better" Neville asked in a worried tone. I blushed and nodded not really say anything. I took breathe and mind went straight to what happen earlier. Well at least Dumbledore knew the truth but does this mean I can tell Harry? Would Dumbledore tell him?

"Ah Mister Longbottom why don't you wait outside for Miss. Po..I mean Miss Evans I need to go over something with her" Neville nodded confused and left the room. I looked at Made Pomfrey biting my lip wondering if this was about.. I really didn't want to think about it even through I knew I would half to talk about it. And no doubt My Godfather and Padfoot heard about it.  I put my arms around my legs and waited for her to speak.

"Don't worry Deaire, you can Tell people now we figured out how to fix it" she said softly and I took breathe tears in my eyes didn't trust myself to speak so I nodded.

"Professor I think talked to your brother. He should know but you're not alone Phoenix. You know you can talk to any of us no matter what" she said softly and gave me a hug. I hugged her back and sniffed.

This is why I loved Hogwarts. I felt at home right away. Sure there was people who were not that nice but it was just so homey. It was a place that even through bad stuff happened I felt better and felt like I wasn't alone. I felt belonging, okay maybe it was because my parents came here, also the fact that I have twin brother but still it was much more than that. Sometimes it was over whelming. I had to take a breathe to keep myself calm.

I wiped my eyes and she said I could go and that she was here if I ever needed to talk to someone. Which felt good to know. It was good to know you weren't alone in the world. And sometimes you needed to reminded more than once in this world.

I left the room to found Neville looking at potions book. I reminded we talked about working together. I knew Neville was amazing wizard its just with his grandma and he didn't have wand that choose him didn't really help the matter.

"Is everything okay" he asked still worried and I nodded walking with him to the Gryffindor Common room.

"It was about last year something happen and not so good memories" I mumbled to him and Neville nodded. He seem to understand and we walked up the stairs. We tripped a few times but we managed to get through the area okay. When we got to the common room after we figured out the password. Hermione was there with Ron and Harry. They look so worried. Harry hugged me and I bite my lip. Dumbledore must of told him. I told him he could Well them and Alice even Luna. I didn't know what to say. Neville looked confused and I gave I will tell you later hopefully look which thankfully he understood. Now if only I had the courage to actually say it would be great. Ugh why was I put in Gryffindor? Couldn't I be in Ravenclaw. I would be totally okay with Ravenclaw.

"I'm sorry" he mumbled well Harry mumbled to me. I took breathe and nodded. I didn't want to cry in front of my brother plus other people where there. I hated crying in front of other people. I always had. We sat down at the red comfy chairs. Hermione gave me worried look and Ron looked Worried. He didn't know what to say.

Nobody really knew what to say and I didn't blame them. So the talking changed to about random things to picking on Ron who like Krum. Fred and George of course came picking on their brother and making me laugh way to hard. Fred grinned and messed up my hair. I groaned and threw a pillow at him which he ducked. Darn you beaters!!!! The Weasley's were like a second family. They were funny, awesome friends and always sat them as brothers and sisters. At least ever sense I met them.

We talked and hanged out to it was supper. I really didn't want to go but than again I was curious on who we would see. Plus I wanted to talk to Alice before I would have to sit at the Gryffindor table.  Alice hugged me tight as soon as she saw me. She had tears in her eyes and I bite my lip hard.

"I'm always here Nix. I can't believe that happen and I just wish I could of came eailer" she mumbled and I shook my head. Who knows what Peter would done if there was two people. I talked a breathe and poked her.

"I'm okay now but I just don't want to talk about it" I whispered and she nodded. I went back to Gryffindor table and sat down.

It was normal supper. Kind of but Hogwarts feast. I sat next to Harry and Neville and waited for the new guest to come in.