Don't look back || Newtmas

Ten

Third person

Thomas and Newt had just arrived at school in Thomas' blue Jeep. They both had massive smiles on there face, just being in the comfort or the other was the best feeling in the world. It gave them both a sense of not being alone, it made them feel better, happier, safer. They now knew that no matter what happens they will always have each other, no matter how far away they are -may it be 1000 miles, or 2 feet- they will always have each other and that's all they needed.

"You ready to go in, babe?" Thomas turned to his boyfriend.

"Yeah love I am, but I think we keep it on the down low for at bit," Newt said with a guilty look in his eyes.

"Yeah, that's fine," Thomas replied with a sad smile.

Newt was taken back by the sad look on Thomas' face, he felt as though he'd said something wrong. Had he said something wrong? He was now feeling a little panicked, he can't lose Thomas after he just got him. He was searching Thomas' eyes to find what he'd done wrong, that's when it hit him like a bullet.

"Shit," Newt muttered under his breath and Thomas was shocked Newt hardly swears. "I didn't mean it like that Tommy. I meant it as though I want to keep this personal, I don't want other meddling -like your pack- in our business." Newt looked up to hold Thomas' lingering gaze, "I want it to just be us, I just...I just want it to be you and I for a while. No one else. I want to experience things, do things with you, without other shoving feelings, thoughts and words down my throat. I want a chance just to be you and I before everyone else gets involved." Newt breathed, he let out long breath as though weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

"I understand Newt, you want it to be us for a bit and that is completely fine. I'm glad you told me. I want you to tell me everything if possible, we're not a Thomas and Newt now we're now Thomas and Newt, if you get me..." Thomas said pausing a minute to make sure Newt understood, to which he nodded his head indicating he did, and that Thomas could continue. "We're one, two separate half of a whole. Communication is key, I want to know everything, even if it is just a little thing. I need you to know you can trust me, trust me not to get mad at you when you have something to say. We're in this together, no turning back now."

Newt nodded his head not to sure how to reply to that just with, "Thank you Tommy, it means a lot."

Thomas smile over at Newt, "should we go in, maybe?"

Newt smiled back, "yeah."

Both boys got out the Jeep and headed into the hell known as school, they walked closer to each other, not close enough to get questioned but close enough for their hands to brush against each other's every once in a while.

The school corridors were ram packed with kids as always, but this time it felt a little to claustrophobic for Thomas. So, he went to class early with Newt as they had the same first lesson. They both sat down in their respective seats, waited for the teacher to arrive and the students to fill the rest of the classroom.

Newt was sat right behind Thomas, and was a little worried as Thomas was tense. Mainly his shoulders, but still tense. It worried Newt. "Hey, Tomm- I mean stiles," Newt almost forgot they were at school. "You okay?"

Thomas turned to Newt and smiled at his worried facial expression, he put his hand on Newts cheek and rubbed his thumb over it. "Yeah, I'm okay. I promise," Thomas smiled once again.

Half an hour had now passed, Thomas was just getting worse and worse by the second. The teacher was going on about some form of equation, but it was completely going over Thomas' head. It was all going in one ear and out the other. Newt had noticed that Thomas look uncomfortable, he didn't like it. He hated that he was in class, that he couldn't help his boyfriend when he needed him.

Thomas' right leg was bouncing up and down in a repetitive motion, never ending, not showing no sign of ending. He was thinking way to much, to much for his own good. He scared that he won't be able to keep his relationship with Newt a secret, he's scared that Newt will get angry at him if he slips up. He doesn't want that to happen, he doesn't want to have a panic attack from worrying, in class. Thomas' breath was now getting heavy, no longer a smooth motion -in and out- it was now stammered.

Newt could see this, he could tell that Thomas was going to have a panic attack, he's seen many of them. Newt reached out in front of him, and taps Thomas arm. Thomas' response to it by, bring his arm back going to grab whatever touched him. When someone grabbed Thomas' hand he was a little shocked at first, but when he recognised the hand he knew exactly who it was, Newt.

Thomas then relaxed at the touch, sinking deep in to his set letting Newts touch ground him. Save him. Save him from the embarrassment of having a panic attack in front of everyone.

Minho, and the pack were all questioning it, Minho mainly wondering why he didn't know about they together sooner, but the pack was more confused. Confused as to why Newt holding Thomas' hand
had calmed him down, so quickly.

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Word count: 970

Not long still a bit unsure of what to write but I have a little plan and there's going to be 2 chapters left but an extra 2 at the end as like bonus chapters :)

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