Yoda's Diary [Satzu]

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I made it to the last page. I thought the last page will be similar to previous pages but it's not. It was a letter from her to me

I don't wanna read it I'm scared that she will say that she'll setting me free and she'll forget me

Do I have to read you?

My brain is opposing my heart that sayin'I should read the letter. The two were arguing until I end up reading the letter

Dear Sana,

       How are you? I hope you're doing fine. I miss you Sana I wish you were here beside me comforting me and consoling my broken heart with your smile, hugs, love and kisses.

I want to ask you many questions but I'd only ask you one

"Do you still love me?"

Because I'm still fcking inlove with you only you Sana. I Know I didn't show it off to you how much I love you when I have still chance. I was being so stupid coward and imbecile I'm afraid that maybe you were just playing around with my feelings.

When I first met you I won't deny that I found you annoying and greedy. Your flirtatious sticky gaze makes me annoyed and irritated, I hate you if it wasn't you're friends with Jihyo-unnie I'd love to screw your eyes so you won't spare gaze to me or anyone .

Everytime I'm with you my lips formed a smile and I feel something flying in my stomach oblivious of what was happening until I realized that I'm slowly having feelings towards you it took me weeks before totally admitting that I like you.

Remember the day of your confession? I was screaming in felicity internally because you had just confessed I feel like flying in heaven. I don't know what you've done to me to fall for you so deeply. Do you know that we shared a long passionate kissed after Jihyo-unnie's small party in her apartment? Yes dear we kissed because you tackled my neck just to connect our lips  I wasn't that drunk but I wasn't that sober either. It was my memorable kiss with you...

My moments with you are now just memories that were impossible to repeat. I know I suck in everything when it comes to you. I left you, I hurt you, I ruined your happiness , I broke your heart , I became neglectful to my decisions  I didn't even think of ways to explain and just let the time passed thinking that you would wait for my return

I gave all of my faith in your love because I'm so drowned in you and I don't want to go up but now you're in someone else's I don't know if I still  want to stay drown in you and just go up as the love I have for you will be left alone.

I love you Squirrel even if you are the causes of my pain, agony, grief, sadness, loneliness.

I'm sorry for what I have done, love. Now I'm not asking for your love but your forgiveness as I know that you're already into him. I'm so sorry Sana

Though it hurt I'd smile or coerce myself to be happy until it turns into to genuine smile and happiness. Maybe I should let you now, you're happy and finally found someone that will be with you forever in your lows and highs

I envy him cause he can make you happy and smile and won your heart . He never hurt you like I did,he loves you more than I love you. I wish I was he but nah. ..🙄

Be happy Sana, and I wish the best for the both of you. 🐍

I love you💞

Sincerely yours,
   YODA...