"I Can Only Trust Him"

Chapter 1

She was a lioness in a birdcage.
A bird in the depths of the sea.
She was powerful and free
but she was not
where she should be.

I was just a small little girl having nowhere to live when my mother sent me far away from her. My father didn't stop her too maybe because he couldn't at that time.

My father was a wolf, a quite strong one. My mother was a wolf and witch. People used to say she even had the wings of an angel but I never saw them.

She was the sweetest person you would ever meet. She never used her powers for something evil.
Her heart was filled with love.

My father's name was Liam Dawson, My mother was Celia Dawson,
They named me Lucy Dawson.

Before my parents met each other, my mother used to live in that same forest where once I lived with my family. She kept herself hidden from the cruel world but I never caught the reason why she stayed hidden.

When I was born and my parents knew about what I was, they took me back to the forest where my mother lived. At first, I thought it was my home, but as I grew up, I now realize why I had been running all my life.

People saw me as a monster.

Everything broke apart and it became impossible to gain people's trust, thus we had to move away into that same secret forest where once my mother lived.

Never have they ever thought that one child could cost them their lives, and I hate myself even more for myself. My father pleaded in front of people, that I am not a threat to them.

A tribrid was expected out of my mother's womb. It was the first time that people like my mother and father were mates.

Usually mates are of the same breeds, one in billions have mates that are different than each other.
A mate is fixed for us supernatural beings, just as they say, pairs are made in heaven.

They both became tensed, confused thinking what their child would come out to be.

Father wolf and vamp, mother wolf and witch.

And me?

A Tribrid.
Well-

Sometimes I wish my mother remained hidden so when I was to be born, my secret would be a secret, and nobody would know that I existed.

When people got to know that my mother was pregnant and a monster was expected out of her, they all despised the innocent child that wasn't even born yet!

We were all happily living, not giving a damn about the world.
In just a day, all our worlds crashed into pieces, shattering so far from each other, tearing us apart.

A sudden attack of rouges, people who hated me, people who wanted my power, people who wanted to kill me, attacked us. My parents were powerful but not enough to fight thousands of people, but they fought. They fought till their body gave up, ju - just for a monster.
They fought till death did us apart.

I was a child of barely 8 to 9 years old that didn't even know she had powers.
I was a child watching her father, her mother dying in front of her.
I was a child that didn't do anything to save them.
I. Was. A. Child. Who. Became. The. Reason. Of. Her. Parents. Death.

They killed them both, they stabbed my parents in front of my eyes.
My father laid there looking at me, helpless. His blood and tears were mixed up running down his face. He lifted his hands towards me, he wanted me to help him.

Do you know what I did?
I just stood there watching it, crying as if they would help themselves.

I love my mother a lot, but what she did that day, kills me to remember even now.

The last bit of strength left in her, she used it in casting a spell to save a child that ruined their lives.
She sends me far away from her.

Even now if I try to understand her I just can't, she should've let me be killed and save herself.
I suffer every day thinking of them. The guilt of their death is consuming me, my heart.

It's difficult for me to live with so much hurt, sadness, and loneliness. Sending a child far away from her dying parents is not something that should be done.

I wandered all over the place in search of my parents.
I was left in this cruel world alone. They left me.

But I do forgive her for this I just wished I would've died with them because the pain I am living in is much more hurtful than death.

" There is not a single person you can trust except Him". My mom's last words. I have been taught and reminded of this from the moment I was born.

I don't even know where this "Him" is, does he even exists?
I wonder how he looks, what's his name and who is he, and why did my parents tell me to trust him because as you can see people think that I am a monster created to destroy this world.

Why would I trust him with my secrets?

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Ok, so this is the first chapter. Please tell me what you think about this.
I am sorry if there are any mistakes in grammar and English as I am not an excellent English speaker.
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Angel.