"I Can Only Trust Him"

Chapter 5

I don't know where this man has taken me to but it seems like a human house to me.

His hands still holding mine.
He placed one of his palms on my shoulder while the other intertwined with my fingers.

"Where have you been all this time? "
Do you have any idea how much I've tried to reach you these past years, struggling to get a glimpse, a sight of my mate?" His voice questioned, it rang in my ears.

Suddenly he leaned forward moving his hand on the back of his head and gently pushed it onto his chest,
"God I needed you so much". He sighed with his face on my neck.

His arms embraced me into a strong hug, not the sexual one or the one that people crave to touch each other's body.

He held me firmly, his one hand wrapped around my waist now and the other on my back.

His grip was so strong as if he could lose me, letting go of my body, as if I was the last bit of hope left in his life.

I could feel the pain in his voice,

the emotions in his words,

the truth in his eyes.

This place is so unknown to me, he is so unknown to me, this strong unknown grip of his arms,

yet, I feel the safest right now, something which I haven't felt since my parents sent me far away from them.

"Le- let go of me. I am not your mate, you've been mistaken". My voice went all shaky, never in my life I thought I would be affected this much by someone's touch and presence.

"I will let go of you but on one condition!" Goosebumps ran all over my neck as he spoke, his breath was just-

"And what makes you think I'll hear you. Do you even know that you're digging a grave for yourself, performing these fierceful actions with me?"

Is he testing my patience right now?

"Let me out boy or you will soon regret this!" I hissed at him with a small smirk. He can't probably see my face but I know he sensed it.

Why does he gotta be so stubborn, well come on Lucy's witch,
Show em what you got.

"I know how to stop your self-made spells, Lucy." I could feel his eye rolls.

"Okay okay but we can have this conversation like normal people standing across each other, leave meeee!" I tried moving buttons all in vain.

Damn now it's annoying me! Can't he see my reactions, maybe they are not real but he will only see what I show him?

Again his soft breath attacked me, "It would have been easier from the start if you shut your mouth and listen to others too". Felt his low growl from behind me.

How dare this fucking annoying gorgeous piece of shit, speak like this to me?

"WHAT DO YOU WANNTTT?"
A little bit more anger and he's done.

" Geez Calm Down!
All I want you to do is, open the link between you and your wolf, and hear her out once because I know you might punch me in the face if I continue."

Good to know he has some brains. I think it's time to open the link, don't want myself shifting into a wolf in his arms, besides I know what I am about to hear.

" LUCY FUCKING DAWSON, I SUGGEST YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND HEAR ME OUT".

I can bet you Sierra is a sweet wolf,
Seems like I gotta keep quiet though.

"THIS GORGEOUS MAN, WHOM YOU JUST CALLED A PIECE OF SHIT IS OUR MATE ".

"Sierra are you out of your mind?
I can't believe this girl this is not the time to joke!" I answered with confusion.

This is not true-this can't be happening.

I AM A MONSTER I DON'T DESERVE A MATE.

All these past years I've spent convincing myself that this is my life, I have to do this alone. Showing no sight of fear, hurt, or even any emotions at all.

Everybody has their weak day's and I, well I made that weak day's the most stronger once, I've put my wall so high that now even I cannot seem to find its end.

Every moment every second I have to be careful about myself, my actions my powers, my identity.

Can you imagine we've been standing like this for the past 20 minutes?

"She is speaking the truth Lucy." damn his voice is not helping at all with these weird sensations in my body by his touch.

No, NOO,

I have to get out of here, this is not safe.

"Dude this girly scent is coming out of your room, do you have a visitor?" a boy stomped into the room, the sound of the door opening made us both back away from each other's embrace.

For a moment I felt to hold him as he was holding me, I felt the need to ask him to embrace me even tighter.
But just for a moment, that thought vanished as soon as this boy entered.

Great now he has seen me too. I wonder who he is.

Xavier walked towards him.
Sierra didn't like him leaving my body. I could feel her growl.

He started scolding that boy,
"Damn it Alex, how much time have I asked you to knock before bursting inside my room". His tone was low yet demanding.

"Oooooo, someone's all protective over here. I am sorry my mistake. Who is she though, seems pretty beautiful". The boy pointed towar3me with raised eyebrows.

Little does this man know what kind of pain this 'pretty beautiful' girl can suffer.

I could feel Xavier didn't want me to hear this conversation. But you know I can even hear the steps of an ant If I want to.

Ok, so this boy's name is Alex. Why is he in Xavier's house?

But who am I to judge though. I don't even know if this house is his, what connection he has with this guy.
Stranger, he is a stranger to me.

I have to get out of here as fast as possible.

He said he knows how to stop my spells a bit back. But how?

Now is not the time to think about that lucy. His concentration has been lifted off me onto that boy.

Yes, this my chance to disappear.

I closed my eyes focusing on the image forming in my mind. If I went to my house in that forest, he can easily find me. Usually, before moving into another place, I research my next place to know if it is safe for me. But right now I don't have any next place.

I need to go somewhere unknown in the meantime to find a proper place.

A forest, think of some random forest.

"Evanesco ".

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Where did Lucy run again?

Will Xavier try to find her again or just leave her on her own?

A hybrid, people want to kill out there, in an unknown forest...
Seems like drama is about to begin!

Stay tuned to know what happens next.

So yup.
Thank You very much... ❤️

Readers please be patient and read the story further, I know the chapters are short, but I promise they are increasing day by day.

Angel...