It hurts,
Being so good at lying.
I smile everyday,
Though I feel like dying.
It hurts,
When no one believes you.
I tell them I hate myself,
But they don't think I do.
It hurts,
When people see you crying.
They joke about my feelings,
Not knowing that's what I'm hiding.
It hurts,
When you laugh off your pain.
I tell them everything is fine,
Just to smile in vain.
It hurts,
Always wishing for death.
I hide my pain with laughter,
Though I'm running out of breath.
It hurts,
Not saying how you feel.
I push myself too far,
To remind me of what's real.
It hurts,
Always fucking hurting.
I tell myself I'm fine,
Though I know that bridge is burning.
It hurts,
Writing down these words.
I tell myself it helps,
Though I know it makes things worse.
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Poems To Think About
PoésieHey :) I know there are quite a bit of books full of poetry, but could you give mine a shot? I mean, you're on Wattpad- What else do you have going for you?
