Jennie POV
Life has never been the same after I started avoiding Jungkook. It broke my heart because I promised him that I would be by his side even when the candle that lit up his world lost it's flame.
It broke my heart because we were best friends since we were 5.
But I felt like it was the best for both of us.
You see, he was the most handsome guy in college. Girls would swoon over him and become green with envy every time he would flash his signature bunny smile to me.
Lets just say I have a TITANIC crush on him. How could I not? He was perfect boyfriend material.
But the thing was, I felt like I was invading his personal space. Like I was preventing him from living his life.
To this day, I always hope that it's me who Jungkook is gonna spend the rest of his life with.
But no. I just couldn't keep him to myself.
So I did what any loyal friend would do.
I let go of him.
Every time he got near me, I would put my poker face on and act cold.
Then I would run back to my dorm and cry like a woman who was cheated on.
I start distancing myself from others and started to become a loner.
I missed everything about him.
That bunny smile that would light up my day.
Those soothing arms that would help me during my time of month. They would always be filled with goodies such as chocolate and also basic needs for me. Those arms would engulf me in big hugs, which would take my mind away from the pain and cramps in my body.
That sweet monotone voice that would shower me with compliments and jokes.
Those broad shoulders which I could always cry on when I had problems.
But it was all gone now.
I didn't know when this would be over, or even if he would be mad at me even in the afterlife. It hurt me so bad, it was even worse than the most painful cramps of all time.
The only people I could rely on were Momo, Sana, Tzuyu, Joy, and Seulgi. They were my best friends of all time, mostly Seulgi.
And when I was forced to be next to Jungkook, I would turn around, not wanting guilt to take over me after I would see those sad eyes of his.
And this went on day by day, week by week, eventually until it became one month since I started avoiding him.
One Month Later
Jennie POV
I was currently in the living room of my small apartment, listening to music, when none other than Jungkook, came barging in.
He was messed up and sweaty, god knows what happened to him.
I immediately ran to him, trying to keep him up right.
His scent was a mix of perfume and beer.
Then it hit me.
He went drinking.
I lay him on the couch, and patted his forehead with a damp towel.
He suddenly got up and I flinched, while trying to bring him down.
" Jennie" he said, startling me.
" Why are you avoiding me" he questioned out loud.
Because I don't want to interfere into your life, I thought, trying to stay strong.
But what he said next shocked me.
" You know how it feels to have your crush back away from you?" Jungkook called out, obviously not thinking straight.
That's when my walls came crashing down.
I leaped into his arms and sobbed loudly.
Jungkook didn't reply to me, but both of us finally had all our worries out of sight.
I was finally free.
Hewwo! Anyways this is the first part of the oneshot! Big thanks to @goldprincess_jenkook for suggesting this idea to me! Check out her book Jenkook Oneshots, on her account page! Don't forget to vote, comment, and follow me! Saranghae, my readers! -Emi
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