Perfectly Imperfect // TheCampingRusher FF [complete]

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*Nicole's POV*

"Jordan I-"

He looks away and I turn his face back to mine.

"Jordan, I can't."

"And why not? Because you have a secret fucking relationship with someone else? Why can't you tell us? What's the point of hiding it?" He said.

Shit. He's really pissed.

"Jordan I-" I say as I search for words to say.

He's shaking his head, looking down and biting his lip in disappointment. I could sense he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. But I couldn't let that happen.

"Look, I can't tell you who, but I promise you'll know soon, okay?"

He looks up, he's mad. "Bullshit, Nic. It's pretty damn obvious you're dating Brayden."

I feel my face turning red. Not because I'm embarrassed, just wondering how he felt this whole time seeing us together.

"But then why'd you kiss me just now?" I ask. Why would he kiss me if he knew we were dating?

"Because I was hoping that my thoughts about you and him weren't true. But I guess they are." He said, his voice shaky.

I take his hand.

"Jordan. Just because I'm with Brayden doesn't mean I don't love you. I mean, trust me. I do love you, but not in that way. You've helped me through so much I don't know where I'd be today without you." I say hoping that calmed him a bit.

"Why couldn't you just tell us, Nic?"

"When we first started dating it was really unexpected. I didn't know how to handle it, so we kept it a secret. Also for the reason that people in the community were always claiming I spent itme with Brayden for subscribers, which is not true at all. So I thought letting the world know we were dating would make that rumor spread and seem true when it's not." I say trying to find the words.

He nods as if he's telling me he understands.

I give a weak smile and wrap my arms around his neck for a hug. I feel his arms snake around me.

"Just know I'll always care about you, okay?" I say in his ear.

I really hope he's okay. He's my best friend and I can't stand seeing him mad or upset with me. Hopefully he got my friendly gestures.

"Oh and Jordan, please don't tell anyone yet. Brayden and I want to save it for after PAX in a big TS call, okay?"

"Okay." He responds with a small smile. I smile back.

"Lets go, bud." I say getting up.

We walk out and head back into the party.

A/N

Sorry, this is really short. But I thought them making up should be it's own chapter, not filled with other craziness. SO yeah.

Hope you enjoyed.

Peace Biznatches. <3