Since 1843 (Jasper Hale x Vampire!Reader) slow updates

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fuck what have i got myself into
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Jasper pulls away and looks at you confused "what's wrong?" during the kiss your blocker must have weakened letting all the anxieties and nerves flood through your system leading it to go through Jaspers "i dont know" you say looking down "i get nervous around you, i mean look at you. you are perfect and then look at me, a wreck and troubled in every way possible" you pull out of jaspers arm and pace round " no bodys perfect darlin" he drawls out "not even me, i fought in a war sure but it was a war for a wrong cause, i taught newborns to hunt and kill, the human race could have been wiped out entirely" you stop and look at him sensing the upset in his voice. you walk over to him and pull him in "your perfect to me, besides any war or how you nearly wiped out the human race..." you both chuckle slightly, you look up/down at him and hold his face "your still my jasper,my soulmate" he smiles a sympathetic smile to you, "what about you? what's your story?" you look at him straight faced then lay your head in the crook of his neck "i murdered a bunch of people, fought in 2 wars,turned countless people against their will. theirs worse but they are what you need to know for know" you hold your self against him tense waiting for a reaction " you dont need to talk about it now, as curious as i may be" his accent music to your ears "what could i do about it anyway, i cant change my soulmate, not that i wish that i can you know like i-i.." you laugh slightly and crash your lips against his pulling away afterwards "i get it doofus, now come on i gotta take you back" you grab his hand walk out the house and lock the door starting the trek to his house, yet taking it as slow as possible, enjoying each others company wanting to be round eachother for as long as possible
A/N:
AHHHH OKAY so yes i finally updated and yes its short but im trying okayyyy hope you enjoy it, the next chapter i will make it a background story so you'll see what happens and itll make up for the dramaless chapter this is