Pet (Sakuatsu)

Chapter 19

Warning: This chapter kinda goes into detail about rape. Not much though
Sakusa's POV~

Anger filled my entire body as I watch Atsumu cry. Thats why he looked so dead. Thats why he looked so helpless. I wanted to get up and go back there just to kill whoever did it but I didnt wanna leave Atsumu.

He was in a bad place and needed someone there for him and that someone was going to be me. I love him with my entire mind, body, and soul and I will get revenge for him. Just not at this exact moment. 

I gently grabbed his hand and pulled it up. I placed a gentle kiss on his palm and the ring. "Can you tell me about it?" I asked quietly. He slowly nodded and took a deep shaky breath.

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!Flashback!
Atsumu's POV~
(He's telling the story so when you see bold thats them talking in the present)

I was grabbed and drugged before being dragged to their hangout.... I was awake just very droopy? Like if I was drunk... The people who got me were Terushima and a girl. She was an assassin most definitely

I was so scared.. My entire body was shaking. I was in the room all alone on the cold cement floor. The door opened and Terushima walked in. He grabbed my hair and threw me around like some rag doll

"He did what!!? "

"Yeah... Dont interrupt me please"

"Sorry..."

He pulled my hair and forced me to look at him while he shoved his tongue down my fucking throat. I pleaded for him to stop but he just laughed and whispered "Let me show you the things this tongue piercing can do"

He stripped me from my clothes and just... did it.... My entire body was sore but he didnt care. He kept going till I passed out. He yanked my head back and slammed it against the floor.

When I jolted awake he just continued going. He whispered dirty things in my ear and would bite my neck and chest slowly. Every time I'd cry out or make any noise he just... Called me a whore... A tool that no body truly wanted.
~End Of Flashback~ 

Back to Sakusa's POV~

When I say I've never wanted to kill someone more then I do now I mean it. I wrapped my arms Atsumu and pulled him into my lap.

"You're not a whore... At least not anymore... You're most definitely not a tool. I love you so much and its not just for your body... I mean yeah you have an amazing body and all but Its not to the point where thats all i want and Im sorry he took advantage of you" I whispered in his ear. 

I wanted to replace every rude thing Terushima said with kind things. I nuzzled into his neck and gently kissed his shoulder before kissing his cheek. 

"Y-You're not disgusted with me!?" He asked as tears streamed down his face. I shook my head and wiped his tears. 

"Not in you... In Terushima yeah but never you.." I said gently as I kissed his forehead.

"You're the most beautiful, kind, badass boyfriend anyone can ask for. You're an amazing person and Im so happy you're mines. If I never went to the stripclub that day we would've never met and I would've never fell for someone like you.. but everything is fated and we were meant to be together" I whispered in his ear.

His cheeks turned a light red and he smiled before hugging me. He layed his head on my shoulder and I could feel the smile on his lips. 

"I love you Tsumu" I ran my fingers through his hair before lifting him.

"Now lets shower" He giggled and I carried him to the room. I placed him on the floor and watched as he walked into the closet. I walked to the bathroom and turned the bath on. I filled it up and made sure the water was a good temperature. 

I watched as Atsumu walked in and hesitantly took his clothes off. I stared at the bruises and bites along with the hickies from me ofc. I dont bite him though so those are from Terushima. The bruises are from his entire times here.

"I-Im sorry... My body looks so ugly right now... You're probably disgusted in me" He whispered as he tried to cover himself.

I gently yank his arms from his body and kissed his forehead. "Again... You have battle scars.... They represent the battles you fought and won and each one is unique. Everything about you is beautiful and I love every part of you" I said wiping his tears.

"I have battle scars too" I mumbled while removing my shirt. I had a scar on my shoulder. I was  stabbed there and almost died. He never saw it but now he did. My entire back was covered with cuts and scars that were barely noticeable until you look closely.

He slowly walked towards me and dragged his finger against one of the many scars. "What happened?" He asked and ran his finger along another scar. 

"I was captured trying to protect Komori and Suna... They brought me to a room and tortured me for hours doing everything in their power to get information out of me. When I refused they tried to paralyze me" 

He nodded and ran his hand along a different one near my left shoulder. "And this" 

"Crazy ex girlfriend" He giggled before tracing more of the scars. 

"We should get into the shower before the water turns cold" He mumbled and gently kissed one of the scars. I nodded and slowly sat in the tub. He sat infront of me between my legs before he leaned against me.

"I love you Atsumu Miya" I whispered while playing with his hair. "I Love you too Future husband" He leaned into my touch. 

He rubbed his head against my bare chest and yawned. "We all have battle scars?" He asked looked up at me. I thought about it for a second.

"Those that are worthy of surviving trauma have battle scars... Just like me and you"