You, you're the reason

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«|❀|»Ok soo-- I hope you enjoy--

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«|❀|» Kageyama stared at the plain sheets of the bed, it was pretty plain, just like his life, pretty plain. But if you tear the sheets apart, it would be exactly like his life right no. He doesnt know why was he throwing up petals and blood. His father was gonna come back. Kenma isnt interest in him. The principal is an asshole. The guys were just pervert as always. 

«|❀|»He galred at the bed sheets before itching his wrist violently. He felt like he had to itch it. Dugging his nails against his skin harshly. His eyes started tearing up again. He gritted his teeth together, "what are you doing?" A voice stopped him, Kenma's voice. 'What is he doing here?!' he panicked, what was he supposed to do?! pretend like Kenma saw nothing?! Excuse who!

«|❀|»"K-Kenma-san..what are you doing..here?" He asked not looking at the shorter one, Kenma just shrugged before speaking, "I dont really care, so dont worry"  Kenma grabbed the broken nintendo on the bed where Hinata and him where at earlier. He quicky rushed out of the room leaving a loud slam. 

«|❀|»Kageyama just wanted to jumb off a bridge right now, a part of him was relieve when Kenma said he wouldnt care that much, but some part of him also hurt in so many ways. It stabbed him over and over so bad. He started to feel something clog his throat again, he didnt hesitated to throw it all up. 'when will this end?' he thought as tears came rushing down from his cheeks. It was an awful sight to look at, it looked like a murder scene. 


«|❀|»Kenma's POV«|❀|»


«|❀|» Me and Shoyo came out of the nurse's room leaving the tall raven all alone inside. I didnt mind leaving him all alone there since we arent friends or anything, and besides, he broke my nintendo which my grandma gave before leaving me. I really hated him for it. I cant even imagine me forgiving him for it. When I saw him itching his wrist violently, I couldnt help but worry a bit, he actually had tears running down his cheeks. Im not gonna lie here, but it did bothered me, but who am I to care? like seriously? 

«|❀|»Shoyo was pretty fun to be with. He was energetic, beautiful and pretty cute. I already liked him when I first saw him. But something was completely missing, when I looked at him, the spark that I always wanted to feel wasnt there. 


«|❀|»I shrugged all of my thoughts when I finally realized Shoyo wasnt there beside me. 'Whare was he?' I thought to myself before looking aroung. I didnt liked being alone, specially with this big school here. "Kenma-san?" That voice, it wasnt Shoyo's, I hated that voice. I really hate that voice. 

«|❀|»"Kenma-san? are you ok? you seem anxious? wanna talk about it?" 

«|❀|»What did this boy think he is? he broke my nintendo and now talking to me like nothing happened? Creep. One thing I noticed about this guy, was that he was pretty densed, he was awkward to talk with. "no"

«|❀|» He stayed silent for a bit. 

«|❀|»The air was pretty awkward so I decided to leave him and find Shoyo.


«|❀|»Author's POV«|❀|» 

«|❀|»Kageyama felt so much worse when Kenma left him again, He started tearing up again, 'you're so stupid Kageyama! crying in the hall ways..' he thought while uncontrollably sobbing down. This got Kenma's attention, he stared at the crying setter, who now kneeling on the ground.  "What the fuck is happening to you.." he muttered slowly backing away. "You, you're the reason.." Kenma stood there a bit confused, 'me? I didnt do anything'

«|❀|»"Why is it me this time?" He asked, "You were acting bad toards me..I-I just want to be friends..like you and Hinata.." The raven said through sobs. 

«|❀|»"You broke the nintendo my grandmother gave me before she left, and now you want to be friends? You, You are the reason I hate you."

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This is crappy asf- welp this was also short af- I hate it- chile anyways soooo author-chan out!

 

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