"May 15, 2019
I can tell today is going to be rough. It always is. I wonder what useless thing that my teachers are going to get mad at me for today? Not being productive, an accidental sneeze, or maybe too much eye contact? Oh well, whatever it is, I'm used to it. I don't care about that today. Why?
Today is the day. The day I get to leave all of this behind. The day where nothing matters. I'm surprised that I've waited this long to go through with it. Oh well, as I said, today is the day. I've decided to go to the mall with Ollie one last time. You know, to leave him on a good note. I hope that my friends and family can find it in their hearts to forgive me for what's to come. Can you blame me, though? between school and home, I just can't seem to find a light at the end of the tunnel. Even my father said that the world would be better without me in it. Also, he caught me washing my binder in the bathroom sink, and... yikes.
Oh well. Finally, this burden will be out of their lives, just like they want.
For good...
I would love to stay and write more, but my mom is calling me, I'd better get ready for school. So... I guess then that this will be my last entry? Thanks for keeping up with my bs all these years.
Sincerely, James "
YOU ARE READING
Hello, Little Flower (REPUBLISHED)
Teenfikce!! Trigger Warning: Mentions of suicide, abuse, suicide attempt !! James Church, a 16-year-old high school student has finally had enough of his life. His alcoholic father makes him feel worthless and beats him and his family almost every night, his...
