Why is it complicated?

Chapter 4: Cheater

So it was official after 3 months Lisa and Charlie are finally together, she goes on tour with him and practically sees him every week, the fans don't like it but they take each day as it comes.

So it's a Saturday and the boys have a gig in Northampton on Sunday and we have to stay in a hotel for the weekend, so me, karen & brook stayed in one room, Victoria,tilly in one and the boys & antonio in the other room.

It was 4.05 and antonio & karen went for a drink downstairs in the lounge, antonio told me to go into the boys room.

I walked in but gave a little knock first, I was in my crop top and pj bottoms.

Charlie: "you alright"
Me:"yeah whys that"
Charlie: "you look ill"
Me:"that's why I don't have makeup on, I always look like this"
Leondre:"you don't need makeup you're a natural beauty"
Me:"Thank you sweet"

Charlie:"wanna watch a film Elliot's gone to get one and then we're going downstairs to have a night in so you might have to get dressed"

Me:"well let me get dressed first while you watch the movie"
Charlie:"okay, hurry though"

I rushed into my room and got dressed into high waisted shorts and kept the White crop top on, with white frilly socks on and converse, splattered a little bit of makeup on and went back in.

Walked in the room:

Charlie:"change of plan, Antonio wants us down there now because there's fans and then when the fans are gone, were having a meal in the bar"
Me:"it's fine"

We all walked to the bar downstairs where all the fans where.. Charlie slips his hand into mine and walked infront of me.

Just about when we walk round the corner the fans started screaming and proper mobbing them, I ran over to karen and sat by here while Elliot and antonio was trying to get the girls/fans to keep calm.

So most of the fans were gone after an hour, there was three girls still here with Leondre,charlie and Elliot.

I wasn't paying attention, Karen glimpsed over to charlie to see him putting his arm around a fan and kissing her on the lips, she got up and went over to the fans and said "is time for you all to leave" I ran upstairs in tears with someone running after me, I didn't look I just went straight into my room and locked myself in my bathroom..

{ Before you ready the rest of you don't depression, self harm or anything don't carry on. }

I ran into the bathroom finding the only blade I could find and sliced my wrist once, I couldn't do it anymore because Leondre came running in screaming "don't do it Lisa"
I wiped my tears and broke into leondre's arms, sat on the bed, and he said "charlie didn't mean it"
I replied saying "what kind of boyfriend kisses another girl when his girlfriend and his.."
Froze while karen came running in seeing my arm has been cut really badly, she came over and hugged me while rapping a damp cloth over my arm and said "he's been punished, don't know what got into him"
I then broke down again, I looked over to the door way and seen feet.. They were charlies I recognised his trainers. I looked up to him and turned away, he was staring at my arm and run into his room.

Karen said "do you want to come downstairs to have some food with us or do you want to stay here"

I looked up and said "could I stay here and try and sleep"

She then said "only if you promise not to anything stupid, he's in the next room as he's not aloud to come down, if he does anything to upset you, you text me"

I then said "thank you, and whipped my tears.

Gave Leondre and hug and I could see him tear up, I wiped away his tears a smiled saying "I'm gonna be fine" he smiled back and said, "what if I was too late"
Me: "it's fine, I'm ok"