Why is it complicated?

Chapter 2: I've fallen for you

Charlies POV -

Beautiful brown hard blue eyes, beautiful sweet girl and amazing personality, that's all I need, she's out going but is she hiding something?

So me and Leondre,Antonio and my mum were staying at Lisa's house, I love it here it's really big and I got lost a couple of times just trying to find the bathroom, her dad is a legend because we support the same football team so we sat down and watched a match!
We will be spending the weekend at her house Because Antonio agreed to stay while her dad works away for a night in England, it's hard for Lisa, her dad is a lawyer but goes away a lot to do courses and her auntie sometimes looks after her or sometimes she just stays with her friend.

But what I want to know is why is she self harming? She has a wonderful home and dad.

Leondre came downstairs from Lisa's room and said "she's fallen asleep"
And her dad said "Yes she does sleep a lot, she sleeps to clear her mind"
I replied saying (charlie) "she's a wonderful girl"
Her dad replied saying "she's had a tough life, but step by step she try's getting through it"

For the rest of the night there was silence.

We all went to sleep while antonio and Lisa's dad (Paul) were downstairs but you can't here anything because it's a long walk downstairs.

Me and Leo got into bed and fell asleep.

It was around 2.30 am in the morning and I heard crying and our room was next to Lisa's, it's stopped then started again, I quietly got up and went in, she was sat up looking at her phone in tears, I seen a message on here screen saying "why are you alive, you deserve to be in hell" I grabbed the phone and said "don't let this get to you, you have wonderful people here for you"
She then replied saying "I'm weak"
My heart melted so I gave her a big hug and I said "I'm here for you"
She laid down and finally went back to sleep an hour after, I was shattered so so snuck back into the bedroom and fell straight to sleep