Without him not even making sense how and when Miran found infront of the nursery room all prepared to go in where most probably umut was lying,actually crying with all his mighty that he was being heard out even from the incubator which was his home for now being,Miran opened the door alerting the nurse who signed him to enter the room and he acted upon,
"Umut Şadoglu"~ is all that slipped from his mouth in a voice barely perceptible to the nurse standing next to him,
She came back with little beauty in her hands that belonged to him,this little angel right from heaven was here for him for them,She offered umut to him,
"B-Ben~ I-" He stammered while opening his arms unknowingly to hold Umut, He was afraid to hurt him while holding,He was so afraid yet so urged to hold this little thing in his big arms,he acted upon his desire never
waiting more even for a second now,Miran accepted him,Miran holded his son,his Umut for the very first time in his arms,His body contacted for the every first time with this little soul,his own son,their own baby,His heart started beating in a rythm unable to be synchronized with his breathing,his breathing reflex got mediated activating sympathetic system in his body,his blood rushed as fastly as it can in his body,He even felt butterfly flying in his tummy out of excitement,It soothed him,Umut made him forget all even about hazar's death for the moment,He gave him the same peace he felt while holding Reyyan in his arms,Miran moved his eyes over Umut's little figure when he got sight of the little tear at the edge of Umut's eye,"Şşş-" Miran said swaying his arms little in an effort to quieten the little prince which definately worked,
Umut got alert of the touch holding him,This was the second time he felt heated by,he came in contact with, he quieten as soon as Miran voice striked his ear drum,he seemed to enjoy the little sway by Miran which Miran too got aware of as he smiled a little and swayed umut once more in his arms,
"Bak sen, Sevdin mi, bir daha sallayım mı?~Look at you,Do you like it, do i shake it again?"~Miran questioned out of joy and watched umut with all his attention as if umut was about to answer his question.
"Nasıl küçüksun öyle? Melek misin sen?"~"How small are you? Are you an angel?" ~Miran showered the rain of questions on little umut as umut poured all his attention in adjusting himself in Miran's arms.
Umut started watching at Miran's face all amazed like he was trying to recognize him,Miran was already seemed to understand Umut's body language as he quickly replied watching Umut's amazed look,
"Ben Miran, Senin Babayım~I'm Miran,I am your Father"~Miran replied in a stance.
Umut moved his face away from Miran's face breaking Father-Son first ever eye contact,which Miran definately never beared.
"Umut,Kizgin misin bana?~Umut Are you angry with me?"~Miran questioned again as if Umut really know how to answer,
Umut didn't responded to his question never detached his gaze from the fancy thing he might found attractive.
"Haklisin tabi,Ben yanliş yaptim,Çok bencilik yaptım,Sana gelmedim,Senin bana ihtiyacin vardi,Annen bile yoktu senin yaninda,Kim bilir nasıl korktun,kim bilir nasıl üşudun,kim bilir kaç kez ağladin,kim bilir kaç kez çağırdın bize,Ama Biz yoktuk,B-en,Ben üzer dilerim oğlum!~You are right of course, I was wrong, I did a lot of selfishness, I did not come to you, you needed me, you didn't even have your mother with you,who knows how scared you were, who knows how cold you were, who knows how many times you cried, who knows how many times you called us, but we were not here,I- I'm so sorry Umut!"~He said realizing his each and every merciless act towards his own son with unstopable tears falling on one another never tearing his gaze away from Umut's face.
"Umut,Annen bir dakika bile yalniz bırakmazdi seni,Biliyor musun,Annen "Reyyan" senin çorablarına bile hazırlanmişti sen üşumesin diye!~ Umut,
mom would never leave you alone for even a minute, you know, your mother "Reyyan" even prepared your socks so that you won't be cold! ~Miran stated looking desperately on umut's face,"Ben sana kizdim,Ama sana yemin olsun bir daha yapmıycam böyle,Asla yapmıcam,Şimdi eğer Affet beni desem, Afedermisin, Eğer ben sana geç kalmadiysam Aferdermisin Benim umut"~"I was mad at you, but I swear to you I will never do it again, I will never do it, now if I say forgive me, do you forgive me, if I am not late for you, do you forgive me umut" ~Miran stated while his tear fell upon umut face which made him look in Miran eye's again building the contact Miran was longing for.It was just like Miran was rewarded with Heaven at that moment.
"Affet babana"~"Forgive your father"~Miran stated as this little soul in his arms know what he means,Umut moved his little limbs in his arms,Miran was beyound happy,He never moved his eyes off Umut as Umut moved his hands towards Miran's face to which he leaned towards him,He placed his little chubby hand on his beard..
"Affetin mı~Did you forgave?"~Miran questioned again shaking umut too and fro in his arms slightly that brought a smile on umut face which made Miran lips to parch into big smile.
He brought him more close to him and kissed his little neck filling his nostrils for the very first time with his Son's smell,
"Ne güzel kokuyosun,Aynen Annen gibi,Böyle dünyanın en özel kokusu gibi!~How beautiful you smell, just like your mother, such as the most special scent in the world! ~Miran stated never getting enough of it.
Miran was about to move him away from him when he felt umut hand tightly gripping the kit he was wearing,
"Bırakmıcam seni-Burdayım Umut"~"I won't leave you - Umut I'm here"~Miran whispered in umut ears which miraculously made umut to lossen his grip and get in the previous position with his father who he acknowledged just a moment ago.Miran smiled on having the sight of Umut sneezing,"Üsüdun mı paşam"~"Are you cold paşam?"
"Burnun aynen Annen gibi"~"Your nose is just like your mother "~Miran confessed watching his little nose with a bright smile on his face.
Soon the nurse came to look over,Miran never wanting to let him go out of his arms but they have to put umut again in incubator so he acted as he told so,
"Anneni almaya gidiyorum~I'm going to get your mom" are the last words Miran confessed with great confidence as a promise to his son before leaving the nursing room after watching umut being placed in the incubator.
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FanficHow will be the first Meeting of Miran with his Son,Their Baby Umut Şadoglu🖤💗 Starting date:04-04-2021 Completing date:04-04-2021 #2 in hercai/09.04.2021 #1 in hercai/10.04.2021