Left Behind (An August Alsina Story)

The New Us

*5 months later-January*

I greeted Mama Sheila inside the house and made my way up the steps. I knocked on August bedroom door waititng for him to come open it but he didn't. I crept in and looked around. He was laid out on his bed sleep at 3:00!

I wanted to wake him but there was also this temptation to go through his phone. It was lying on the floor charging just tempting me.

I thought about it and hesitantly picked it up. I took it off the charger leaving it to make that damn noise. I froze in my tracks and waited a few seconds to see if it was safe to procede with my "mission".

I slid the button across the screen. Only to reveal I needed a password. I first tried his bday, my bday, mel's bday then our date. Finally the screen lit with all the little app icons. I first went through his messages where were only our and his moms messages. Very suspicious.

Second I opened his instagram. Of course in his dm's we're nudes from chicks, that didn't really bother me but then I went to kik and boy when he woke up was he gonna be in for a surprise. Until he woke up I went to all his little hoes with a nice lil paragraph.

Aug sat up and rubbed his face.

"Hi baby."I innocently said, he jumped a lil.

"Alex you can't be doing that!"He yelled.

"Sorry babe, but it is 4:30 in the afternoon." I replied back, not even hinting a clue he possibly just lost his girlfriend.

"My bad you know how I get after I'm high." He said in his heavy accent, laying kisses on my face.

"No sir, afternoon breath and why are you still getting high Aug?!" I nearly screamed.

"Not even gonna start, where's my phone?" He said looking around the bed.

"Oh it's right here," I said scrolling down his kik,"buuuut, these girls you been talking to like, lemme see ... Kira, Tiana, Angel, Shunti, shall I continue?" I asked, he shook his head.

"Ok well they might not wanna give it up anymore." I said chuckling.

"How exactly do you know they were giving it up?"He asked glancing at me.

"The messages and if you wanna sit here and lie I'll surely leave and never come back." I snapped.

"Baby, it wasn't even serious." He lied.

"Well, I don't see it that way so continue to play with your hoes not my feelings but when yo dumb ass get shot ... Don't fucking call me," I said, with tears rolling down my eyes now.

"Baby, you don't mean that." He said with his heavy accent, trying to comfort me but I pushed him off.

"Of course I do, bye August." I said walking out of his room.

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Days went by where August texted, called and everything else but ya know how embarrassing that shit is. I'm talking shit to all these hoes saying he don't want them... but the nigga smashing em. Now I really want him but my heart just can't take it right now. I promise you my heart just can't take any more!

Jordan called me downstairs and I rushed to see what he wanted.

I froze in my tracks when I saw August bitch ass. Damn, what did I tell Jordan bout that shit?!

"August get out my house." I said politely, trying to be mature.

"Ma, let's just talk." Aug said kind of weak.

"What is there to talk about?!" I yelled in his face.

Jordan walked in between the two of us, trying to push me back. He gave up after a few seconds and turned to August.

"Aye, home boy. Whatchu do to my sister?" He asked, getting his gangsta on.

"Come on now Jay." August pleaded you could say.

"Naw just think if I did this to one of yo lol niece's. You'd beat my tail, huh?" He argued.

"You got damn right." Aug bluntly said.

"Jordan! Go now!" I shoo'ed him.

He ran up the stairs huffing and puffing but he shouldn't be around right now.

"Do you know how embarrassing this is? Lemme answer it for you. No! You have no idea!" I ranted.

I refuse to let him out of this one easily.

"You right, but I am young and dumb." He chuckled.

"So am I but I ain't out here cheating, am I?" I retorted.

He was silent.

"Yeah okay now byeee!" I waved.

"I just lost my fucking brother man! I just lost the only one who I was positive loved me, after you. I just knew you'd have me no matter what but maybe I was wrong. Maybe just maybe you'll come around...." He shouted.

"Don't forget we are lovers and I know you too well to let the love of my life slip away." He replied, walking out the door.

I slammed the door and slid down it. I hated it but once again he'd said everything I needed to hear. I had pity for him and he said that I was suppose to have him.

I hate this boy so much, but I still have too much love for him to let him go.

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Helloooo! Long time no see. Um had to correct somethings. Also guys I'm not sure if the dates are so accurate but they're close. But look @ yungin Aug up there . I can't, bae so young right there. But chapter song --
I Bet x Ciara .