Left Behind (An August Alsina Story)

Karma For The Both Of Us

*3 months later*

Well, I hate to admit it, but I've given August the privilege to have contact with me. We've been getting back on track, still not necessarily a couple though. I'm trying to hold off as long as I can but its bothering me he still doesn't know how it feels.

I heard my "BEEZ IN THE TRAP" ringtone and began to search for my phone. I threw pillows and pulled back the cover. By time I looked under the bed, the phone stopped ringing. I felt my back pocket at laughed to myself.

I viewed the miss call from my second boy bestfriend, Javon.

I redialed his number and he picked up on the first ring, something was definitely wrong.

"What up my second favorite lightskin?" I greeted.

"Can I crash at yo spot for a week or two?" He asked bluntly.

"Don't yo mama got a crib?" I asked him. 

"Well yeah but I den messed up again..." he trailed off.

"JAY! You promised you'd stop lashing out." I sighed frustrated.

"Man she asked for it. Talm bout my pops when she know the condition he in so she got what she wanted." He replied. 

"Which was?" I asked.

"Shiddddd, a nice back hand to the face." He joked. This is not a funny moment.

Was he serious?! After all his mother has done for him. Wow! He can crash but he gone hear my mouth.

"Get yo retarded ungrateful ass over here now!" I nearly screamed and hung up.

I'm just so upset that he'd lay his hand on his grandmother. She's been raising him instead of his crackhead mama but yet he does this to this poor old lady. I understand she was wrong talking bout his father with bad health but it was just anger. I made him a pallet in Jordan's floor and waited for his arrival. 

While waiting on the couch I decided to call August. He picked up mighty quick.

"Yung speaking." He greeted .

"Hey Ant. Whatchu doing?"

"Oh you know just chilling, walking round the block. Why, wassup?"

"Oh nothingggg, just waiting on Jay."

"Jordan?"

"Nah, Javon."

"Why? You know we ain't on the same page right now, but having him around my girl. I ain't with that."

"We aint even together. Chill. But he just crashing as friends. Have a heart for yo dawg man."

"Man I'm finna come over." He barked.

"You better not start no shit."

"Whatever aight love you."

"Aight talk to you later Ant..." 

At least when my man mad, he make sure I know he love me and he ain't finna go fuck with a broad. At least I hope not.

After I heard the doorbell , I got up and let Javon in.

"Ma. Please save it at least for right now. I need a friend, not another lady to talk down on me." He begged.

" You right but I think you still need to make up with GramGram.  Now that's all I'm gon say." I compromised.

We sat in silence watching reruns of Maury.

"Yaaaas Moniece!" I encouraged as she attacked her cheating boyfriend and her shit talking sister.

Jay snickered. "She been knew that nigga was cheating. She just wanted to put on a show."

"Lies."

"Shittttt truths, all women wanna do is shame they men for cheating."  He sat up, trying to start a debate.

"Naah actually us women just want to be respected on the same level of men but then again some women do wanna put on shows. You just gotta find the right one." I argued.

"You know..... nah nah I ain't even gon say that." He said licking his lips at me.

"Naw ain't no holding back now boobie."

"I would say that I been found the right one but she been playing."

"Well shit tell me bout her." I started up conversation.

"Well she's beautiful, beyond the world,  she book and street smart, and she don't take shit from nobody. She's just everything." He said detailing this girl.

"Shit, she's lucky despite the fact she gotta know how to fight."

"Why?"

"Well between you hitting people and me beside my bestfriend." I joked.

"Well do you know how to fight?"

"Don't make me buss a cap in that ass for that foolish ass question."

He just stared at me and he leaned in. "Jay." I moaned through our kiss.

"Shhh." He shushed me.

He picked me up and carried me to my bed, not yet breaking the kiss.

He didn't want to do anything but get straight to it, and I let him. He slowly unbuttoned my pants and tugged then off me. We lay there passionately sexing. Either we both needed someone to just hold us or we just needed some type of pleasure. After I realized what we'd done, I wasn't too happy with myself but I was relieved of some depression and stress. Since August isn't here, I just had to find a replacement,like he'd done me. I actually feel kind of evil but who doesn't want their rightfully deserved revenge.

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