My Paranormal experiences

After my aunt died

So this one is what happened after my aunt died. It was sad of course and we were in a state of shock so I don't know if this was a hallucination or not.

It was the week after my aunt's death my cousin was at my house and we were talking and doing stupid shit. We were getting tired so we fell asleep. After about an hour I woke up it was around like one in the morning. My cousin was asleep and I was just sitting there. Then all of the sudden I see something move in front of me and it was just a shadow but it was kind of disfigured and it just looks like smoke.  I didn't know if it was my half awake mine playing tricks on me or if it was real. So like a dumbass I just sat there and watched as it slowly walked towards me. At that time I don't know my mother was awake in the other room so she got up to get a glass of water and it just disappeared.

Next morning me and my cousin just wanted to go outside and climb the tree next to my house and my mother had something burning in the fire pit that was bound with twine and it smells like a book burning but we weren't sure. So we just continue to the tree but every time we would stop to look at it my mother would say keep walking or come back inside. Whatever we did she would not let us look at the fire pit. And I learned a few days later. Sorry to my cousin if you're reading this please don't be mad at my mother. My mother pulled me aside into her room and told me that she burns my aunt's poem book because her and my aunt fell to dark presents around it. So because her and my aunt fell to dark presence around it they found it with twine but the first time it ended up back in her room after it was fully bound. So then my aunt had her binder and burn it because it wouldn't do it for her my mother had to be in the near vicinity or be the one doing it. Later on my mother told me that she had sleep paralysis of this figure of floating over her and just staring at her.

Again sorry to my cousin if you're reading this I love you.