CLOUDED (KAYLOR)

Chapter 1

Taylor's p.o.v.

Her hands are tangled up in his...but her heart seems distant. If I could be the one holding her ... I'll make her smile. But she isn't mine and never will be ..... This love is one sided .... To her we're JUST Best Friends.... Nothing more...  Besides she says she's straight...

But I can't help but think otherwise. I've seen the pics of her with her other model friends touching each other at places friends usually don't. We're just friends for her publicity but....

She wants me here.. But she's not with me... From the outside I'm looking in... Like highschool all over. The worst phase in my life ever....

She's laughing with the guy she claims to be in love with and left me standing alone at the food bar with a drink in my hand ... I drank four glasses of wine and I think its finally getting to me...

"Hey Taylor..." A soft voice and tap on my shoulder made me turn to look at the person behind me.

"Oh ! Hey Harry... Didn't know you were coming ?"

"Yeah... I'm Kendall's plus one.... And you?" That one part abt being another's date can't help but made me flinch. It hurts that he's moved on.... I should to...

"Karlie invited me. Haven't seen you in awhile... How've you been?"

"Oh cool... You too... I'm alright , besides the fact I have to date Kendall as my next publicity stunt sucks.... Management are willing to asks us to do anything just for publicity... And its getting on my nerves... "

He explained and I relaxed a bit ...

"Oh I totally understand ... Sometimes they're just outrageous... But hey... We asked for this life... Might as well appreciate it... "

"Yeah.... I see you're drinking a lot.... " he smirked and I just smiled... Not knowing what to answer.... Then someone called my name....

"You better head off... Karlie wants to see you ....see you later Tay... " I smiled knowingly at his excuse and walked away.

Karlie's p.o.v.

I can feel her eyes burning on me. Every time she looks my way I get nervous. She looks off but maybe it's because she's drunk as I saw empty wine glasses next to her. I want to get away from this conversation with some fashion editor and talk to Taylor but I don't want to be rude... So I decided to wait awhile and excuse myself after a few minutes....

That's until I saw that Harry dude talking to her... I saw her smiling with her ex...and couldn't help but feel jealous .... But I shouldn't ... I have an awesome boyfriend who loves me and I'm straight ... Maybe its just my protectiveness of a friend , because he had hurt her before this...

After what felt like ages ... I excused myself and walked over to the two of them talking...  I called Tay's name and Harry walked away after saying a couple of things to Taylor ....

When Tay saw me she walked further away... I was confused , so I chased her all the way until we're out of the building...in an ally...

"TAYLOR!!!" I yelled .... She stopped dead in her tracks and stood still .... Thinking she would turn around but after a few seconds she continued walking.... I quickly grabbed her wrist and gripped it hard until she yanked back slightly from the harshness... I immediately felt guilty and let go of her wrist...

She spun around and slapped me hard on the face"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT NOW??!?!?" She spat ...

I was shocked and quickly touched my cheek the spot where she hit and looked at her in the eyes.... "WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU ... I called your name many times and you just walked out?!?!?!?... And now you're mad at me ?" I calmed down a bit when I realized that maybe she's drunk ...

"You fucking left me alone kloss... For the whole night... U invited me and left me standing alone like a dumb pole... How could I answer when all I feel is hurt..." She spoke so softly her words were barely audible...

My heart ached listening to her words...."I'm sorry . I shouldn't have... I'm sorry... I'm just so busy tonight... I'm sorry."

I kept apologizing keeping my gaze down.

"You're not that fucking busy if you had the time to fucking make out with josh in the bathroom are you ...." She saw that ? Whats the deal anyways... He's my boyfriend and she shouldn't be mad because I made out with him...

"He's my boyfriend... What did you expect ?" I hissed .. Losing my calmness...

Without a word to me... she turned and walked away muttering a soft sentence that left me shocked as hell....

Taylor's p.o.v.

"I love you ..  Thats why it hurts so much" I muttered under my breath thinking Karlie could've never hear that... I hailed a cab and instructed it back to my apartment...

Living in NYC ... The streets are always lit even in the night ... I dont feel scared...So I walked out the cab payed the driver, unlocked my door and walked inside... Knowing my body guards are gonna ring me soon because I didn't call them to pick me up .. I switched my phone off and just in case Karlie called ... I don't want to answer her... Or even see her ... I just can't.... I won't ... I shouldn't.....