Joohyun keeps thinking about her feelings for Seulgi that night. Seulgi was hugging her tightly and whimper, "No. . . Don't come! Please!"
'Is she having a nightmare?' Joohyun thought and sigh. She thinks about what happened that evening. She never thought that they will do that. Joohyun blushed when she look at the hickeys on Seulgi's neck. Guess she really that wild huh in bed.
-FLASHBACK-
"I-I'm sorry. I don't know what happened to me today. I-I . . ." Joohyun apologise as she look at Seulgi who wear her clothes back. Seulgi smiles and roll her eyes, "It's okay. You're my first anyway. You're also my first kiss. So, it's not weird that you're now my first and I hope will be the last."
Joohyun's white ears droop and she sat down on the couch, pouting her lips. Seulgi sighed and walk toward her and cup her cheeks, "Hey, look at me, Hyun. I let you do anything you want cause I trust you."
"You trust me? Why?" Joohyun asked and raised her eyebrow.
"Cause you're special to me, silly." Seulgi giggles while ruffling Joohyun's hair. Joohyun smiles and hug her tightly, "I love you."
"Really? Aww, thank you."
"Aren't you going to say it back?" Joohyun frowned.
"Well, I- OH SHIT, I FORGOT ABOUT MY FRIENDS!" Seulgi shouted and quickly wear her shoes. Joohyun looked at the floor, feeling sad that Seulgi didn't say it back.
Seulgi open the door and look at Joohyun, smiling,
"Joohyun-ah."
The raven hair girl lift her head up, still frowning.
"I love you too, silly." Seulgi said shyly before going outside. Joohyun just sit there and think about what Seulgi said to her earlier. Her face turning red and cover her face,
"Ahhhhh!! Why am I blushing!!??!"
-END OF FLASHBACK-
"Love. . ." Joohyun said to herself and look at Seulgi, "I only copy what the TV said. I don't know what love mean." she whispered and yawn. She slowly close her eyes and fall asleep beside the girl that she. . . love.
-
Joohyun woke up and look around, it was still night. She looked at Seulgi who was sitting on the couch, staring at the moon. Bathed in the light of the sun, the moon was more beautiful than even the stars around. But of course, Seulgi is more beautiful, she's a goddess.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Seulgi smiles, not taking her eyes from the beautiful moon. Joohyun slowly walks toward her and nod, "Yes, it is."
The brown hair girl slowly look at Joohyun, "Do you know what love means?"
Joohyun bit her lips and shake her head, "I don't know, I'm sorry."
Seulgi giggles, "Why do have to say sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. Silly dog." she said and look at the moon again,
"When I start becoming human, I've been wondering the same thing."
Joohyun looked at her, why does Seulgi has to be this beautiful? She stares at the girl lovingly while listening to her story.
"My owner turned me into a human so that I could learn what's the meaning of love. I met my ex boyfriend and he take care of me. We had be a couple for one year but it only take one night to break us up." Seulgi said sadly.
She took a deep breathe before continue, "I was so devastated after losing him. So I said to myself, that I will never love someone again. And then, I met you. My Joohyun."
Joohyun's heart beat faster when Seulgi look at her straight into her eyes, "I don't feel that kind of love yet. Cause I'm so afraid. But I'll give you the answer of what's the meaning of love."
"Love is a feeling, a deep sense of affection you have for someone . . . Do you understand?"
Joohyun shake her head and sigh.
"It's okay. You will understand it." Seulgi weakly smiles at her and close her eyes, she begin to sing a lullaby for her and of course for Joohyun too.
No one ever know about her true feelings. Even her best friends didn't know how she feels when she break up with him. She was lost. She was scared. Love is painful for her. No one can change it.
And Seulgi finally understand it. The meaning of love.
"In the end we discover that to love and let go can be the same thing."
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