I Fell In Love With The Ready Set

Chapter 12: Believe

"No Jordan, please don't go. I can't live a day with out you, please, don't die."

"AHHHHHH!!!" I sprung up, panting like a dog. "Jordan? Wait, where am I?" I looked around the blue painted room. I was in a white bed with black covers. My eyes wondered over to a big window with birds painted around it. I heard the light strumming of a guitar, I whipped my head around and saw Chris, sitting in a blue/pink chair.

"Where am I?" I asked, rubbing my eyes.

"Your in your room silly" Chris said back to me with a happy smile.

"Where is Jordan?" I asked trying to get out of bed.

Chris walked over and almost pushed me back into my bed. "First, you cant get out of bed till tomorrow and second, Jordan is still in the hospital. He will be there for the next 3 days, so not till Friday. Sorry" I sat back in my bed and started to cry.

"Why is God doing this to me, why?" I said out loud. Chris just look at me and shook his head. A few moment later he left, leaving me alone. I Felt lost, empty, and numb. Like i could be shot right now, and not feel a thing. I looked over my shoulder and saw a picture of Jordan on my night stand. I picked it up and held it front of me. His brown hair, his blue eyes, even that cute nose ring brought more pain to my soul. "WHY THE HELL DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME!" i yelled, chucking the picture at the wall. I curled up and pulled the covers over my head, wishing i could just die, right here, right now.

"Scarlet, get out for bed!" Someone came into my room and ploped on my bed, right next to me. I peeked my eyes out from under the covers. Jayy? He must have seen my eyes peeking out from under the covers because he ripped them off of me.

"There you are Scarlet." Jayy said with one of his cute smiles

"Jayy!", I jumped up and hugged him "I've missed you so much, wait, where's Dahvie?"

"He'll be here soon, glad to see you're feeling better." He patted my back and played with my hair.

"Hey look it's that mother fuck!" Dahvie walked into the room.

"Hahaha, hey Dahvie, I've missed you too!" He walked over and gave me a hug.

"I'm so happy to see your ok, well, somewhat ok." I smiled, but not for long. My mind was over whelmed with words, and the image of Jordan in the hospital, clinging onto life. Dahvie handed me some coffee, "It helps" he said with a smile.

"Well, at least it's not weed." I said with a loud laugh

"Hey!" Jayy said, slapping me on the arm. Now we were all laughing. My chest started to hurt.

"It's getting late, you guys should be going home." Dahvie grabbed a pillow from my bed and said, "Hell no, I just don't want you to be alone."

"Same here" Jayy said sitting down on the floor.

"Ok, that's fine." I rubbed my eyes and eye-line rubbed off and onto my hands.

"Dahvie, do you have makeup remover?"

"Yeah, here ya go." He tossed me some and i whipped my face clean of the makeup from, like two days ago. I turned off the light and fell asleep

"Jayy?" I rolled over and Jayy was lying next to me.

"I.. just don"t want you to hurt yourself, that's all" I shrugged and rolled back onto my said, with my back to him. I felt Jayy press his body close, wrap his arm around me, and pull me into him.

"Please don't hurt yourself, please"