I Fell In Love With The Ready Set

Chapter 13: I Love You, Don't Forget That

Ok before we ever start the story i want to say thank you. Ok lets go on with the story.

I woke up to the smell of hot coffee. Dahvie must have made some.

"Jayy, wake up" I shoved him off the bed with my foot.

"What the hell?" He said with a sleepy tone.

"Dude, it's like noon, you and I need to wake up." I pulled the covers off and got out of bed. My wrist and chest still hurt but I would make it.

"Wait, I DON"T HAVE TO BE ON BED REST!" I ran over to Jayy and hugged him, I was just that happy. He patted my head and walked out of my room. I followed him like a little duck behind it's mother. Dahvie was down in my kiction with some coffee and eggs at the table.

"Enjoy" He said with a smile as he dug into his eggs. Jayy sat next to dahvie and looked at the eggs like he was going t throw up.

"You call this food?" He said looking at Dahvie with a discussed face.

"It looks fine Jayy." I said taking a bite, "Never mind" I spit out the eggs and washed out the taste with some coffee, "Well, the coffee is good." Dahvie looked at me and burst out laughing.

"You really think I can cook?" He said walking to the trash can to throw out the eggs.

"Yeah Dahvie, like you would ever cook." Jayy said taking my plate and throwing it out. Dahvie walked behind me, giving me the worlds biggest hug.

"We have to go, sorry" He said letting me go.

"Bye"

"Bye" He left and I walked into my living room. I turned on the TV and curled up into a ball on my couch. A show about self harm was on, they talked about what leads people to self harm and how to help people that self harm. Please don't hurt yourself Jayys words repeated in my mind, over and over again. But what if i did, would anyone see, would anyone care. I got up and walked into my bathroom. My face was white when i saw that i had a razor in my cabinet. Don't do it Scarlet, don't do it. I ignored my gut and grabbed the razor. I said on the cold, hard floor of the bathroom and rolled up like sleeve. I started to cry as i pressed the sharp blade into my skin. I moved the blade across my skin and felt the blood ooze out of my cut. I gasped for air and glanced over at the cut. My started to cry even harder now. I dug the blade into my skin for the fifth time, now sixth, and seventh. Blood dripped on the floor and all over my arm. 

"Scarlet, they let me out early. Scarlet?" I heard Jordan walking into my house. I gasped for another breath and dug the blade back into my skin.

"SCARLET! WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!" Jordan ran over, the best he could, to my side. He knelt down and grabbed the blade from my hand. He looked everywhere for something to stop the blood. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my arm. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.

"I love you Scarlet," He said kissing my head. "Don't forget that."