I closed the door as the last thing I saw broke my heart into pieces..
She didn't answer when he asked her if she like me.
Is she unsure?
Fuck. It hurts so much. I didn't know I'd feel this way because of a girl.
I made my way back to the party.
"Hey Lukey!" Ashton said while slinging his arms around my neck
"Fuck off." I groaned
"Bad mood?" Calum hollered
"Shut the fuck up." I waved them off
"Ooh.. Sassy." Ashton said while laughing
I just groaned and took their glasses if wine and drank it.
"Whoa, dude. Slowdown."
"Shut up Cal." I said and rolled my eyes
"Luke!" I heard Z's voice.
I walked away and went to the garden.
"Luke.." She said catching her breath
"What?" I turned to face her
"Did you hear my conversation with Harry?" She asked and but her lip.
"Yes. You should've just told me Alex, it seems like you really liked Harry's company earlier." I said and rolled my eyes
She smiled at me.
"Why the fuck are you smiling Alex?" I said in annoyance
"Are you jealous?" Now she's grinning.
"No. I mean yes. I don't know. You said you didn't like me right? I like you so damn much but you're so complicated. So just go to Harry." I said and turned my back on her.
"Do you think I'll be here following you around the house while I look like shit if I didn't care about your feelings? I don't fancy you Luke.." She said the words as if it was so simple for her.
I turned around and walked towards her
"As I thought." I said and walked past through her
"Because I like you.. I like you you idiot." I heard smirk.
She likes me?
I quickly jogged back to her and turned her to face me.
"What did you say?" I whispered as a smile crept into my face
She just bowed her head and cried
"You've shattered me so many times already Luke, and I don't know why.. But every time you say sorry, the walls that I've built.. You tear them down. I hate you.. I hate this feeling. I hate that I like you Luke. But I still like you and you make me feel insane but you are also the only thing that can make me sane. Why is it so hard for you to just trust me?" She said trying to look up to avoid her tears spilling
I cupped her cheeks and lifted her face.
"Stop crying babe, I hate seeing you
Like this especially when I'm the reason." I said and wiped her tears with my thumb
Shit my heart is melting.
"I'll trust you from now on.. I promise." I said and connected my forehead into hers.
As she closed her eyes I held her waist and hugged her tightly.
"I love you so much Alexzander."
"I love you too Luke." She said with her eyes closed
i can't help but smile..
She says that she only likes me but she said the she loved me. I guess it's the same thing.
