Love the manhunt

Chapter 5- Hurting

Sapnap's POV
"I don't know Tubbo. He's not doing too well." I said. Tubbo got shot by Dream, but he survived. He had bandages wrapped around his body protecting the wound. "Well you can't ask him about Dream? I mean maybe he knows where he is?" Tubbo asked. "Tubbo.. If he knew where Dream was, do you think that he would be in hell right now?"
"Your right I get it. So he's really doing that bad?" "He hasn't left his bed in 4 days. He hasn't eaten anything in 4 days. He looks like hell and smells like he's been drinking. So no he's not too great." "Do you think I could go see him? Nick?" "I don't know Toby. He's not in a good place at all right now. He's really hurting. And if you do you can't mention the name, word, or anything about Dream." "He sounds... broken." "He is broken. Very very broken. Dream leaving broke him. He's almost numb. If he does show emotion he cries. It's really bad." "Can we go see him now? And can we bring Tommy?" "Yes and yes. Now let's go." We all walked to George's house. I opened the door with my key. "George? I brought you visitors." He looked at me from his bed and didn't say anything he just turned back to staring at the end of the bed. "Come in guys." Tubbo and Tommy walked into the room. The entire house smelled of alcohol. There were bottles everywhere. Most of them empty. George turned back to look at us and noticed Tommy and Tubbo were the guests. His eyes narrowed. "Get the fuck out of my house." He said to them. "George.. We came to see how you were doing.." Tubbo said slowly. "Toby. Tommy. Get the FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" He screamed at them. "George..." "No. Your the reason he's gone. Your the reason he left me. So get out." "Hey! I didn't ask Dream to shoot me! He did that all on his own!" Well Toby fucked up. George reacted bad. He picked up one of the glass bottles and chucked it at Tubbo's head. It missed and broke against the wall. Tubbo turned on George. "WHAT THE FUCK GEORGE?! I GET IT YOUR MAD THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND LEFT YOU! BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN THROW A BOTTLE AT MY FUCKING HEAD BECAUSE I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH!" George rolled his eyes and turned back to staring at the bed. Me and Tommy were completely silent. Tubbo was huffing in anger and George.. Well George was sitting numbly on his bed. We were all standing there silent. Until George spoke. "Don't ever mention Dream again. Or I'll kill you. Just like he tried to." Me, Tommy, and Tubbo stared at each other in fear. George never threatened anyone. He never acted like this before. I walked over to George and sat on the bed beside him. "Hey George. Are you ok?" "No Nick. I'm not ok. I will never be ok again. Not as long as he's gone." George looked at me. He was crying again. "I miss him so much. So so much." He screamed in heart wrenching pain. I felt bad for him. I missed Dream as well, but it affected him the most. And by the looks on their faces, Tommy and Tubbo felt bad for him as well. "Listen George, go take a shower, clean up these bottles and then we will go for a walk. You should also eat. You haven't eaten in 4 days." I said. "I don't want to get up. I wanna stay in the place the best day of my life happened. "I'm guessing it happened when Dream was here." I said. "Yeah." "What happened?" He turned. "Tommy, Tubbo, plug your ears your too young to here this." They instantly covered there ears. He told me everything about that night, not in detail. But the general idea.

"Well Damn George. Then what happened when you woke up after.... that?" "He was gone. He left me." "George. I don't think he left you. He left to avoid getting charged by them." I nodded toward Tommy and Tubbo. George seemed better to tell someone exactly what happened. "George go take a shower. It's the first step." He nodded. And walked to the bathroom.

George's POV
I got up finally. For the first time since Dream left. I was sitting so long I forgot how to walk. I stumbled to the bathroom and turned on the shower. When I finally got in the shower I felt the hot water relieve my stress slightly. I was still scared about Dream being gone. As the hot water poured down my body all I could think about was him and his stupid goodbye note. If he ever came back. I would kiss him then punch him in the face. Hard. For scaring the shit outta me. I would probably break my hand in all honesty but yeah.

I don't know how long I was in the shower. Quite a while I would think. I got dressed and walked out to the living room where Sapnap, Tommy, and Tubbo were sitting there waiting for me to come back. "So. Are we going to go for a walk?" I asked coming out. "Yeah if you want to." "I do. I want to leave the house for the first time in a few days." "Alright if your sure." Sapnap reached out to put his arm around my shoulder. But when he had his arm there I remember when Dream would walk around with his arm my shoulders. I flinched hard away from the touch of Sapnap. And he looked at me worriedly. "Oh my god George are you ok?" "No. I don't wanna sound rude, but no one can touch me. Please." "George.." "Please just don't touch me." I was scared that if anyone touched me it would remind me of Dream. So it would be better if no one ever touched me. We went walking just us three. I would never say it out loud. But even if he was gone I was more loyal to him then to l'manberg. Always. We walked around l'manberg. Threw the woods and around the land. We walked a lot. It was fine until.. We came to Dream's house. He never really lived there. He lived with me most of the time. "We should turn around." Tubbo said slowly. "No. I want to go inside.. I need to go inside." "But we don't have the key-." Sapnap said. I walked over to the house and pulled the key from above the door. "Never mind." Sapnap said. I unlocked the door and closed it behind me. The others weren't coming in. I looked around the house. There was nothing but a bed in there. I walked over and I sat on the edge of the bed. I felt the hot tears start pouring down my face. I laid down in the bed, still crying. He was gone and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I started screaming and I wouldn't stop. I screamed. Attempting to scream the pain away. Sapnap came running into the house and saw me screaming with tears dripping down my cheeks. "Oh my god George! Breathe. Breathe." Tubbo and Tommy looked concerned. I stopped screaming slowly. Instead I went to yelling. "He's gone! He left. He's never coming back! I love him. And he left me!" I knew I didn't want to be touched but I fell into Sapnap's lap. He hugged me. "It's going to be ok. George." "Your wrong. It's never going to be ok again." I mumbled to him. We sat in silence for awhile. "Is it wrong to hate him?" I asked Sapnap after awhile. "No George it not wrong. But I know that you don't hate him." "Your right. I don't. I love him way too much. But I'm hurting Nick. I'm hurting really really bad."