santana lopez imagines (x reader)

just sweet lady kisses (rewrite)

"oh i missed doing this with you." santana groaned while pressing light kisses on your neck.

"i missed this way more" you moaned as you gripped onto santana's thighs, pulling her closer into you.

you and santana have always had a certain attraction to eachother. you've slept together before. plenty of times. you started in sophomore year and been on and off with it ever since. you've had many bf's through this time and you've planned to stop, but you two just can't seem to get enough of your "sweet lady kisses". and you've made a pact that whatever this is means nothing. no feelings are involved. maybe that's all it is to her. but what about you?

"okay santana pause for a second."

santana slowly began to move off of you with a confused look on her face. "okay.. y/n/n this better be good because i'm tryna get my mack on and you are totally disturbing me."

you hesitated for a couple of seconds contemplating whether or not this was a good idea. i mean this can only ruin your friendship with the girl you loved most, but what's the worst that could happen?

taking a deep breath in you put your hands into hers and spoke up, "santana what are we? i just don't understand anymore. this is really confusing for me, it makes my head hurt."

santana shook her head and furrowed her eyebrows signalizing that she was confused, "i don't- i don't understand what you mean."

you looked around the room thinking of a better way to describe the way you truly felt for the latina. taking a hand and brushing your hair from your face you continued, "what i'm saying is.. what if we catch.. you know feelings.."

santana sat silent for a moment simply taking in what you said. "why would we do that?" she asked, beginning to scratch her head.

"i mean, i have sex with people all the time and so do you, but usually it's just a one time thing and we act like it never happened, but with us, it's different you know? we do it a lot and I just don't know" you sighed.

santana rolled her eyes and layed her head in your lap, "y/n we've talked about this. you know i want no type of labels. this isn't anything new."

"that's it. that's the problem, you want no labels but with 'no labels' our relationship is just more confusing. we're gonna need to have some type of discussion about our feelings sometime soon. " you said, growing angry. you hated not being listened to and that's what was happening right now."with the way that we both act, you know that this is more then what we say.

santana shrugged, "i think it's better when it doesn't involve feelings. actually i think it's better when it doesn't involve eye contact."

finally having enough you pushed santana off of you and stood up i front of her. "don't you see that i'm tired of the no feelings bull crap santana? you've been pulling that same shit with me since we've started whatever the hell this is." you ranted. the latina looked at you with wide eyes, surprised at your outburst, seeing since you usually were a very quiet person.

"ive been doing this same thing throughout all high school. it's too much. i'm getting older and i want to experience something real, and if you can't give that to me, i can't keep doing this. so can we please just talk this over or something." y/n whisper shouted, lowering her volume trying not to be too loud since santana's parents were sleeping.

santana has never been the type to talk about her feelings to anyone. she always put on a certain face, which stopped her from opening up to people, no matter how much she cared about them. so to talk about her feelings to you was hard. though she wanted too. she's had a crush on you since the beginning of time. and maybe opening up about them wasn't such a bad thing.

placing her hands onto your shoulders santana sat you down beside her on the bed and smiled. "fine" she said finally giving in. you held a huge grin while looking at the girl. "we can talk about "feelings" or whatever the hell it is that you want. but can we please get in some kisses first. i would really wanna get my mack on before my buzz is gone"

to say you were excited would have been an understatement. "that's great, thank you so much tana" you praised, beginning to straddle the girl you began to kiss all over her perfect face, starting from her forehead to her cheeks, to her nose and then placing a final one on her lips. "i really did miss doing this with you."

"i missed it too princesa"

your heart fluttered whenever she called you that. satisfied with your night you kept a smile on your face for the whole weekend. you really did miss santana, like a lot, and you really loved making out with her and stuff. you liked her, and while you weren't so sure if she felt the same way, you were happy enough to finally talk about it. whether or not you would ever be a couple, it was nice to know she was considering your feelings. but in reality when push really comes to shove you knew santana wasn't ready for something real with you. so for now you'll be perfectly fine with sticking to just sweet lady kisses.

HEY GIRLS AND GAYSSSS
I really hoped you all enjoyed this first little episode kind of things. I enjoyed making it. remember if you have any requests just message meee!