April 6 2021
My past hunts me
My past hunts me everyday. But my body can not handle no more of the pain or drama that I went through. I had no power to physical stop it. I build it up and I got power and finally Stop it. Cuz I found what I was looking for years of lifetime. I finally learning and allowing it go away. Because I know now what was looking for I will always have protection rest of life's and my kids. I know my soul will always be protected. Cuz I finally let in what I've been looking for. Waited for decades. I knew one day through life I'll knew their were greater things in life for me that I could not imagine. And I found myself I'm happy and starting to love my new me and myself again and I'm finally safe again. I am beautiful in and out. Feels great. I dont think I'm that worthless, self down of me, or I'm ugly. Because I can see it I am beautiful, I am strong women like how I raised to be, I am the women who lost herself long time cuz of past. My past almost destroy me, but since I found what I was looking for, I'm healing and doing things I should have done long time ago. But I wasn't ready, cuz thing I wanted and what I'm supposed do finally came in life and questions got answers and I was more clear.. life made perfect sense. I knew I was ready. Keep doing it cuz I found my right pass I'll fight till the end for myself and my family. Cuz I know it's right pass. I can feel in my bones, and feel it everywhere even in my heart finally. I'm so glad I felt it now altogether. Cuz it feels wonderful. I'm not in pain, I finally opened up, I let it go, not heavy on my chest no more. My life changed March 2nd. I finally felt the release from it. But like I told u my past hunts me and destroy me I was fighting these demons for a very long time. I'm finally releasing them. I dont want past to hunt me. So I had to let it go. Let go the bullshit go, let go of my baby daddy, cuz he's toxic and was never good for me. Since March 2nd that was my past. Leave ur past in the past. Live ur life a happy and well cuz u only get once chance and make it the best.
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