I'm lost in a world not of my own

School

YEAH SO THE SCHOOL FOUND ONE OF MY DNF'S- LIKE THE LITERAL PRINCIPLE READ ONE OF THEM- LITERALLY WANT TO DIE BUT IT'S ALRIGHT!! (okay but why did they like it, like it literally has smut-)

"Ugh" George groaned as the same stupid school alarm blasted on his bedside table. He reached for his phone as the screen turned on and blinded him "My god" George groaned again, shutting his eyes. He turned down his brightness on his phone and looked at his phone. He had one message, which read

Clay <3
Hey Georgie, I had so much fun last night, thank you for joining me <3

"Oh my god...it wasn't a dream...is he talking about the diner or like the car scen- no of course he's talking about the diner" George stuttered realizing the previous night actually happened. "I have to see him at school...he's gonna see how tired I look and just- ugh this sucks'' George said to himself as he slid out of bed. He decided to put on a decent outfit, he picked out a light blue short sleeve with a white collar shirt underneath, also with a pair of black ripped jeans, and a black pair of slip on vans. "Uhm look's good I guess? Hope he likes it"

George finished getting ready for school as he grabbed his bag and headed outside to catch the bus. He had barely made it to the bus, they were about to close the doors when he had got there. He sat down at the back of the bus where he normally sits. As the bus started he noticed small rain drops sliding down the window

*5 years ago*

"Mum, look at them go!!" George exclaimed as he watched the rain drops race to the bottom. "Yeah! There going quite fast today aren't they" George's mom chuckled. "I think this one's gonna win! He's passing by the rest fast mum!!" George could only smile at the way he watched the rain drops race each other. "YAY!! IT WON!!" George basically screamed from the back. "That's amazing George!" His mother said looking back at George as he giggled

The ride was fun for him until a loud boom hit the sky causing little George to panic. "M-Mu-Mum I'm s-scar-scared-" George stuttered as he hid himself under the blanket he always brought on car rides. "It's okay George it's just some thunder you're gonna be alright" His mom reassured him. Was it though?

5 minutes later George still panicking a large light flashed in front of the car causing George's mom to lose control of the car. "MUM!" George yelled terrified as he felt the car steer off road. Suddenly the car was flipping through the air George was luckily buckled in...but his mo-

*Flashback over*

"MUM!" George yelled, jumping out of his seat. "Yo dude you alright there?" Another kid in the bus asked worried about George. "Y-Yeah yeah...I'm al-alright" George stuttered. He hadn't had that flashback a year, what was going on

George got out of his seat and slowly got off the bus. He walked into the school as he went to sit down at his normal table. "Georgie!" Clay exclaimed as he sat next to him. "George?" Still no response came from George. 'It's all your fault George, if you wouldn't have asked for ice cream that day mum would still be here...god damnit George your so fucking useless' George thought to himself. "George are you there? Clay worriedly said, nudging George on the shoulder. "W-What? Oh...hey Clay'' George said forcing a smile. Yeah he was really excited to see Clay but his thought took complete control over his emotion. "Follow me" Clay said, rubbing George's back. George agreed as Clay brought him out to the parking lot. "Where are we going?" George asked, confused. "You will see" Clay said as he continued to walk towards his car. He signaled George to get in. George was super confused but he agreed anyways.

George got in as Clay started the car. The car ride was quite silent, but that was alright. The ride was a little long but after 45 minutes Clay parked the car in a little deserted area. "Okay hold on" Clay said as he walked out of the car and opened the trunk. He grabbed what he needed and opened the door. It was a blindfold. "Huh?" George said as Clay reached for his face. "It's okay, trust me" Clay said soothingly. He rubbed Georges cheek as he brought his face closer and tied the blindfold around Georges head. "Hold onto my hand" George nodded as he locked his hand with Clay's. George's stomach felt weird as their fingers were intertwined. It sent shivers down his spine but he loved it. They walked for about 5 minutes before Clay stopped George.

"3 2 1...look" Clay said as he released his hand from George's and slid his blindfold off. "Oh my god" George stuttered as he looked forward. They were on top of a cliff, with a white tree with blue leaves in front of them. It wasn't raining over here so the sun was shining down on them in the perfect way. The way the grass flowed around George's legs made him giggle. "What do you think?" Clay said, turning at George, smiling. "It-It's...wow" George said trying to catch his breath. It was absolutely beautiful. "I go here every once in a while, I've never brought anyone here before though" Clay said, turning his attention to George. "I didn't know this place existed and it's a color I can actually see" George chuckled which also sent Clay chuckling as well

"Come sit" Clay said grabbing George's hand and leading him over to the tree. This once again sent chills down George's spine. They both sat down as Clay turned and looked at him. "Let it out" Clay said looking into George's eyes. George turned and looked at him as his eyes started tearing up. "The acc-accident..." George stuttered breaking eye contact with him. "George look at me. I'm here for you, let it all out" Clay knew about the accident and he knew George was sensitive about talking about it so he wasn't going to press it on until George was ready. George leaned down on Clay's shoulder, Clay wrapped his arms around George's back and started tracing circles on it slowly. "I- I was on the bus...and the rain started to pick up and- and the raindrops were like ra-racing down the wind-window and it reminded me of the da-day..." George slowly let out to Clay. "George I'm so sor-" Clay tried to say before George cut him off. "W-We were on our wa-way to get ice cream because I-I wanted so-some...I was wa-watching the r-rain dro-drops race down the wi-window and I was s-so happy...my m-mumu-mu...mum- fuck...s-she was laug-laughing with me, u-until th-thunder came a-across the sk-sky and it s-scared me...my m-mum was t-telling me i-it w-was o-okay and l-later li-lighting s-struck in front of u-us and w-we drove o-off road and the c-car fli-flipped a-and whe-when som-someone c-came to help u-us t-they pu-pulled her o-out and s-she wa-was de-dead- I- I can't do th-this C-Clay" George sobbed onto Clay's shoulder. Clay was unable to bring himself to words, George had never told Clay what happened, all Clay knew was that George's mom died. "George...lov- George, I'm so so sorry, I can't imagine the pain you're feeling. Look I love you so so much and just know I'm here for you no matter what" Clay said pulling George in tighter. "I-I l-love you t-too" George stuttered as his sobs slowed down

"Oh" George chuckled when he felt something land on his head. A blue leaf had fallen off the tree and landed in his hair. Clay chuckled and looked at George in awe as he pushed George's hair behind his ear. "Blue looks good with you" Clay whispered. "T-Thank you" George said nervously. "Why so nervous Gogy?" Clay said looking at George with his hand still messing gently with his hair. "I-I'm not? What are you t-talking about?" George stuttered, obviously lying. "Mhm...sure Gogy" Clay said knowing George was lying. "I promise" George said more confidently. This just sent Clay chuckling. "Clayyy stoppp" George pouted. Clay stopped chuckling and just looked at George, wanting something but not really knowing what. "Clay?" George said confused as Clay just looked at him in awe

"Hm? Oh...sorry I zoned out" Clay said nervously. George could sense something was up but he decided to push it aside, even though he absolutely loved the way Clay looked at him. "Tired?" Clay asked as George yawned. "M...Mhm..." George yawned again. Clay's eyes widened as George laid down with his head resting on Clay's legs. Before Clay could say anything George had fallen asleep in his lap. "You're absolutely adorable Gogy" Clay whispered as he gently messed with his hair. He decided to let George sleep for a little, it's not like they had anywhere to go anytime soon

Pls this chapter made my heart melt, anyways!! Gonna try to get another chapter of Enemies out today or tomorrow because I know a lot of y'all want that (:

YOU ARE LOVED <3

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