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It's hard to go back to the way things were

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It's hard to go back to the way things were.





Tamaki quietly rested his head against the school desk, looking out to the front gates of the school. He watched every stranger or faculty member walk into them with sad eyes.





"What's wrong with Tamaki?" His friends whispered amongst each other.





"Eh, it's nothing. He's probably back to his depressing, boring self again." Aki rolled his eyes in annoyance at Tamaki from afar. He then patted his friends' backs,





"Come on, enough gawking! Let's go to that karaoke bar I talked about." They all nodded their heads and left the classroom, leaving Hatsumi to his thoughts.





He let out a tired sigh and his eyes almost tricked him when he saw a girl in a ponytail walk in.





But it wasn't her.





He felt a tear come out of his eye but he whimpered and wiped it away. He didn't want to cry again. He puts his hoodie over his uniform before taking his school bag and left for home.





His posture was so off with his back leaning forward and his shoulders easily defeated. He didn't like looking up so he looked down most of the time, with his feet being the center of the spotlight. He thought of listening to music as he walked home.





He puts on his earphones and they cancelled the noise around him. He walked further away from the school and then Ilomilo plays





'Great, just freakin great' Just the song he wanted to hear, he tells himself so sarcastically. Yet, he doesn't press the next button. He lets it all sink in, knowing this is the position he's in now.


Where did you go?
I should know
But it's cold and I don't
Wanna be lonely so show me the way home





I can't lose another life





He unlocks the door to his house. Back to the very beginning, all alone with no one to greet him. He played himself in the last days, thinking Maki would run back home. Hug him and maybe even kiss him the moment he opens the door.


It's a happy thought but one that could never happen, he admitted before walking up the stairs. Suki watches him and greets him with a 'meow.'





"Hey..Suki." He says so tiredly and the cat continues to keep her eyes on her owner. She can tell he hasn't been the same since.





Hurry, I'm worried

The world's a little blurry



Or maybe it's my eyes


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