POV | Yeji
Ryujin hesitated, pulling away from me. I rubbed her back, "Hey you can tell me anything Ryu.. you know that.." Then the maknae came running in. "Unnie!" I groaned, turning on the light, still holding onto her back. Ryujin kept her eyes down, and fidgeted with her fingers. She only does that's when she's bothered. I know my Ryujin well.
I know all my members well. I pay attention to their body language and actions. I don't do it on purpose, it's just natural I guess. I'm an observer rather than speaker or talker. I don't like to talk a lot. My mind is usually where I speak the most.
"Yuna-ssi, I am in the middle of talking to Ryujin." Yuna huffed, crossing her arms, "You always give her all the attention. I'm the maknae god damnit!" I got up, yelling, "Don't you dare cuss at me! You're a 16 year old! What could you possibly need?!" Yuna backed off, "Don't yell at me." I glared at her, "Have Lia do it. I'm busy." Yuna chuckled, "Busy doing what? Having sex with her, naked ass?" I widened my eyes, flinching when Ryujin came behind me. "You moved onto her because Lia rejected you huh? You couldn't handle not being touched huh? You needed someone to do it for you.." Ryujin smirked, "Who said I was a bottom?"
I gulped, moving away from her. "We weren't not having sex, now get out, naughty brat!" I pushed her shoulders. Yuna punched my chest, "Have fun. Don't be too loud. I hope she doesn't hammer you." I licked my lips, "Get out!" Yuna smirked, walking out of our room. Ryujin chuckled, "I love that girl." I bit my lip, "Oh yeah? Well why you don't fuck her up like you fucked the rest of them." Ryujin squinted her eyes, "What? What do you mean?" I scoffed, "Come on. You fucked all those girls Ryu. That's why you get rejected dumbass." Ryujin blinked, "I didn't fuck anyone. Are you talking about sex or about something else?" I slammed my phone on the wireless charger platform, "Yes I'm talking about sex!" Ryujin sat on the bed with her knees up, "I didn't fuck anyone Yeji." I glared at her, "Bullshit. I've seen you." Ryujin raised her eyebrow, "I-I've never fucked anyone Yeji.. why do you even care?"
I put the dirty clothes in the hamper, "RYUJIN! I TOLD YOU TO CLEAN UP YOUR CLOTHES!" Ryujin got up, smacking my ass hard, "Shut the fuck up! You're being a bitch right now! Tell me why you care!" I grabbed her hand, "Touch me one more time! I DARE YOU!" Ryujin pushed my hand off, pinning me to the wall. I groaned when my head hit the wall hard. I tried pulling her off, "GET OFF OF ME!" Then I heard Yuna's voice, "Oooooo.. someone's getting really dirty in there." Ryujin pinched my arm, "Why do you care?" I had never hit someone in my life. And that was my first time.
"AH! Y-Yeji! Fuck that hurt! What's gotten into you?! Are you high or something?!" Ryujin pulled away, grabbing her face. I stood there in shock. Jesus.
I never could express my feelings to anyone. Only to my mind. And here it is. I like Shin Ryujin. And I've liked her since we first met. She is my crush. I want her to be my girlfriend. But then she had to go to those fucking girls and fuck them up. Bullshit. I think she did it. I'm just glad Lia rejected her before she did anything. All Ryujin wants a pussy. That's all she wants. She doesn't want love. That's why I let her go. But every since Yuna accused of us of having sex.. it came back. My feelings came back. I got jealous. I got fucking jealous and made me go crazy. It made me hit my girl. I never hit my girls. Never. Inside I was panicking but on the outside I showed myself as calm. No ones ever seen the real Yeji. And no one ever will. "Hello?!" Ryujin yelled as the blood gushed out of her nose.
My mom mode kicked in. I rushed over, holding Ryujin's waist tight to me. I leaned her head back, stroking her cheek, "R-Ryu I'm sorry.." Ryujin backed away, "D-don't.. I-I don't want to hear from you.." She then ran off. I probably scared her to death. Great. I didn't even know what Yuna wanted but I wasn't gonna go up and ask her now. I needed a break. I put my hands on my eyes, "Fuck, you suck Yeji.. why did you have to get jealous?" There was just silence throughout the room. I grumbled, climbing up the ladder.
It was getting late. 9 pm and the girls wanted to do something tomorrow. Maybe I just need some sleep. I threw my shirt off because it was hot. I then realized I had thrown that sweaty shirt on Ryujin's head. I gasped, "S-sorry.." Ryujin took the shirt off her head, putting in the hamper. "Talk about me not picking up my clothes.. and you stink." I pouted, looking at a small stain of blood left on her cheek. "Ryujin I'm sorry honey.." Ryujin popped her head up because she was short, "Honey?" I scratched my head, "Do you not like that?" Ryujin licked her lips, "It's fine.. we are talking as soon as we get up." Then her head was gone. Why could that mean? What did she want to talk about? Was it about me? It bothered me the whole fucking night.
POV | Ryujin
I woke up in the middle of the night to Yeji's blankets falling on me. It happened often. I then saw her hand reaching for her blanket, I put my hand there instead of the blanket. Yeji squeezed my hand, leaning her head over to see me. I was still really sleepy. Why did she yell at me and hit me? She's never laid a hand on the girls. Never. Yeji would never do that. It was really unlike her. I thought I was the one who was being weird since I was thinking about how I got rejected a bunch of times. Why did she think I fucked people? I didn't want to say it.. but I was a virgin. I had never had sex before. Masturbated but hadn't had sex. I just knew for sure I wasn't a bottom. That's for sure.
"I'm sorry.." It was a small whisper. I didn't expect Yeji to say that with her heart. I felt it. I caressed her hand, "It's alright.. I-I shouldn't have touched you-" Yeji came down the steps, laying next to me.
I stared at her, not continuing what I was beginning to say. Yeji put her blanket over us, "Go ahead.." I faced her, "I shouldn't have touched you after you told me not to.. I just was curious why you even cared about me fucking girls... I'm 19.. almost 20. I can fuck anyone I want." Yeji grumbled, "That's against the contract." I held up my middle finger, "Fuck that shit. I'm living my life."
Yeji put down my hand. "So tell me.. why do you care?" Yeji said, "One night stands are useless Ryujin. And I know you did it." I shook my head, "Ugh fine... I'm a virgin." Yeji backed away, widening her eyes, "W-what?! But I saw you with those girls!!" I raised my eyebrow, "I would never fuck anyone unless it was actually making love Yeji." Yeji looked shocked, "Uhh... I'm gonna go to bed.." She quickly grabbed her blankets, moving up to the top bunk.
I rested my hands behind my head, "Wonder if she likes me." Yeji threw a pillow on my head, "In your dreams Ryujin. Your nothing but an annoying sister." I looked down. I felt hurt by that. Maybe she didn't mean that.. but it sure felt like it. I wanted to be more than just a sister...
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Ryeji - Roommates
FanfictionIt's 2020. Itzy just finished their Wannabe era. Yeji and Ryujin go way back. Ryujin was at a low in her life and that one day when she saw there was a new trainee at JYP, she thought maybe she could use a friend. Ryujin told Yeji she'd hug her behi...