Ryeji - Roommates

Chapter 1 - Crushes

POV | Ryujin

I'm a 19 year old, (1 month shy of 20) K-pop idol. I never thought I'd be an idol. I always expected myself to go to college and find a girlfriend, oh I forget to mention I'm lesbian. Anyways, I thought that would be where I would be right now. Instead I'm in a very popular K-pop group called, "Itzy".

Itzy has changed my life in many ways.
1. I have a dating ban for 3 years.
2. I have a million fans.
3. I've traveled all across the world in just a year.
4. Apparently I'm the definition of girl crush according to Midzy.
5. I'm also a raging lesbian. Again, according to Midzy. How do they even know?
6. This list could go on and on so I'm just gonna stop here.

It's nice to be able to have 4 friends to count on. I consider them more as sisters. Although, I do have a big crush on Lia. I already shot my shot though. Rejected. That's how it always is. I need to get over my feelings for her. She told me that she's interested in Yuna, not me. I wish I could smack that idiot. Yuna is literally your nightmare. She knows everything about everyone. And she's got the cutest smile in the world. I understand why Lia would have a crush on her. I will admit she's very cute but she's 16! I'm not gonna date a minor! I would get in big trouble!

We always have to do fanservices. My ship name with Lia is Jinlia or Ryujisu. I really wanted that to be real. But she doesn't like me. I guess I don't blame her. We're still really good friends though. But Yeji is always gonna be my bestfriend. I mean after all she is my roommate.

Yeji and I go way back. I was having a rough time going through rejections and breakups and somehow Yeji was always there for me. That's why we have such a strong friendship. We're always there for each other, no matter what. She's like my older sister. After all she is the leader. She is a really good leader. I'd never be good at it.

You know what makes me pissed? Yejisu. I've never liked it. Also it's known as the Unnie line. I hate the way Yeji and Lia think it's okay to leave Yuna, Chaeryeong, and I by ourselves. After all I do have a crush on Lia and wanted her to be my girl.. not with someone else.. and most definitely not with my roommate/bestfriend! Shouldn't Lia be close with Yuna since she likes her so much?! Well she is.. but why does it always has to be with Yeji? I hate it. But then again, maybe it's just fanservice. I have no clue at this point. You know maybe Yeji is just trying to be a good leader and take care of us all.

Yeji has this strong fierce expression on her face most the time. I'm the complete opposite. I've been known as the most friendliest person alive. But Yeji.. she's as cold as a rock. Or how does that saying go? I forgot. My point is.. she's a bitch. A coldhearted bitch.

I'm shocked no ones took her virginity yet. She has one hot body. And she's rich. That's what everyone wants in their partners. A rich and hot wife. She admitted that she was gay to me. Not surprised about that. She'd always talk about the girls she would see at JYP. I tried to get her to ask one of them out but she got shy. I've always been not shy. I'm the type of person who tells everyone everything about me. Even if it's a stranger. And I have a lot of courage. I'll ask anyone out if they look gorgeous. But somehow I'm always rejected. Why?

Your probably asking how I've seen her body before. But every close friend has their friend naked before. We've also masturbated together. It was fun. Yeji has the cleanest pussy I've seen. Ew that sounded weird. I promise it's not that way. I could never date Yeji.

Lia is a ball of sunshine and Yeji is a rock. Why couldn't I date Lia? I mean I guess it's no surprise that Lia wants someone just like her. Yuna is a ball of sunshine. No wonder I couldn't have thought of Lia having a crush on Yuna before. I mean I'm a ball of sunshine? I guess. Maybe not.. I've got two sides to me. Well maybe more than two. I'm friendly and kind and then maybe Yeji would say that I'm lazy and scary. I don't find myself lazy or scary. Okay maybe the lazy part but I'm not that scary. Actually.. nevermind.. everyone flinches when I slam something or yell. Am I really that scary though? I mean geez.. a girl gets angry. Especially on her period. It's not my fault I have hormones. I still act like a teenager. As Yeji would say.

The top things that get me angry. Go.
1. Yeji or Yuna not cleaning the dishes when it's their turn.
2. Yeji sleep talking at night.
3. Yeji's loud obnoxious voice.
4. Yeji waking me up in the middle of the night.
5. Yeji taking pictures of herself and showing them to me, "Aren't I pretty?" Jesus you don't have to shove it in my face.

I was interrupted by Yeji's voice. "Ryuddaeng.. what's wrong?" Yeji came in with her naked body. "Uhhhh.. n-nothing." I felt my skin burn. Why was I acting like this? I saw her naked all the time. Hell we even take showers together. Not in that way.. but ugh. This is driving me insane.

Yeji put on her bra and panties, coming over to me. I couldn't help but stare at her cleavage. "What are you looking at, perv?" She punched my shoulder. I blushed a bit, "Nothing. You have a pimple right there." I put my hand on her chest. Yeji looked down, "Ryujin you know I hate when you pop my pimples, don't you dare do it." I took my hand off, standing up.

"Ryu.. what's bothering you? You look like you were crying.." Yeji put on a shirt, and followed me. I stroked my hand through my midnight blue hair. "Byul.. he's been scratching me." Yeji blinked, "You cried because Byul scratched you?" I lied to her, "Yes. It hurt." Yeji grabbed my arm, "You listen to me, crying over a damn cat? Is this about something else? I know this pandemic has been rough without seeing our fans but you need to step up and take it Ryujin. You're a fighter. That's how you've always been.."

I know I was a fighter. I was just a liar. I didn't want her to know about this. "You're a fighter too. I know how you took on all your diseases when you were 8. I'm sorry about that by the way.." Yeji sighed, "Ryujin stop changing the subject." I took my pajama pants off, "Fine." I sat on the lower bunk, putting the TV on. Yeji jumped on me, and we both yelled together, "K-drama time!" I chuckled, putting on the K-drama channel. Yeji and I would do this everyday if we weren't busy. We loved to cry together and dream about love. It was one of my favorite things to do with her.

Yeji wasn't that bad. She can be a bitch at times but she's still my bestfriend. After all we do have some similarities. We have the same taste in music, like the same type of dance, love K-dramas, have the same style, and most of all.. we love hugs. It's always been our thing. After all that's how we met.

A few minutes later, we were already crying in each other's arms. "Tissues!" Yeji demanded. I reached over, grabbing the box, and blew my nose. Yeji put her leg in between mine which made me feel weird. We both were in our underwear. I pulled away a bit. Yeji looked at me, "S-sorry if I made you uncomfortable.. you usually like to cuddle with me.." I looked down at my feet, "I had to itch." I then quickly itched my inner thigh. Yeji nodded, turning off the TV which made me look at her. The room got dark. Then our faces got close, "Ryu.. what's going on?"

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