Taekook Oneshots

As long as you love me. (Before I let you go, I want to say I love you)

A year had passed since the most beautiful event happen in Taehyung's existence on this earth.

A year had passed but he still feels all the feelings he had when those pair of lips collided with his. A year had passed since he expressed his true feelings but still, they'd not ended up together.

A year passed and their group disbanded but still stayed in their dorm. No-- I mean not all of them were staying there Jeongguk left after he decided to leave the group. Even though they didn't really know what is the reason behind it, they let him but Taehyung thinks he is the reason that somehow others think it too.

'Why you said you love me then leave after?'

He keeps asking himself but of course, he doesn't get any answers. So, after that night he contact Bogum and confessed his true feelings towards him and Jeongguk. Bogum didn't argue since he actually saw the scene, his boyfriend kissing someone and this someone is his best friend.

Ever since the very start of their relationship Bogum knew and just waited for Taehyung to confess though it hurt him so much, he just love him that's why.

🎶Before I let you go I want to say I love you🎶

"He is right though. We loved each other so we let go ourselves." Taehyung said to himself.

That song became his favorite even though it hurts his feelings because every time he heard or listen to it Jeongguk's words that came from the lyrics echoing his mind, which made him cry at night all by himself.

Sometimes just looking from above as he finds the brightest star there─ symbolizing Jeongguk, like he feels he always there staring at him too staying up all night on the balcony of his room looking above the night sky, admiring every feature there while thinking a man that he misses so much.

He remembers how they do that before they go to sleep or if they have problems. Sitting there quietly while looking above.

Taehyung imagined Jeongguk was always there, in every single part of their house. His laughter mixed with their hyungs one which sometimes made the tears fell down because of too much laughter at how ridiculous they were talking about or some jokes they'd share. In his room that you can still smell his perfume mixed with his baby-liked natural aroma. The pillows and the bed sheets still smell the younger's perfume he can smell his own too. The Gucci pajama pair that was only left in his closet, the one that Taehyung brought for him and the older keep it inside the same drawer.

Taehyung used the younger's room now, a week after Jeongguk decided to leave the group. He transfer all his things to fill the younger's room and of course, the others never complained and they even helped him to move only beside his room. The others already know and understand why he did that though Taehyung never says any words about it. They just let him because if that's the way to make him happy, if that's the way to distract himself from thinking about the younger if that's his way to always remember the warmth of Jeongguk. Suddenly Taehyung reminisce they almost make out here, on the same bed where he lay every night.

*Quite flashback*

Taehyung PoV

The older immediately wrapped his arms around Jeongguk's neck as he pressed his nape to deepen the kiss which he got as soon as he did. He felt the warm butterflies in his stomach which he didn't feel when Bogum did this.

The way Jeongguk held his waist tightly but not the way he was hurting, he feels the rough hands gently wrapped around his middle. He felt safe and more comfortable around the younger's grip.