Taekook Oneshots

Before I let you go, I want to say I love you.

'This was the end.' Jeongguk thought.

Something's bothering his whole life that he always thinks about very hard, it would be the most hurtful thing will lay in his life but if that's the case to stop this pain inside of him he will risk all of these if he didn't think any people around him. He should think himself too right? But he thought it was being selfish whenever he think all of his decisions, although both his choices had consequences will make people hurt.

"Why did you let him go?"Jeongguk doesn't need to look up knowing that it was one of his hyungs.

Of course, only they knew about his feelings. They're the only people he trusts aside from his parents. Only people know him really well.

Jeongguk just continues staring at the moon with the stars surrounding it. He wanted to be the moon if ever he had a chance how many people looked and admired above the beautiful night sky. Maybe he can be a star too that helps the moon and the sky shines through its darkness. Or maybe he wanted to go to heaven already so everyone looked after him when they were sad he can comfort them by just looking above. When they're missing someone he can be a symbol of that person just like what he does at the moment.

"We're always here Ggukie.." Jimin said as he tapped Jeongguk's shoulder and then lightly hug him.

"I know, hyung and I am very thankful.." Jeongguk said and the tears that were just threatening earlier dropped down his cheeks. He can't stop those tears from flowing because Jimin started to rub his back.

He can't help but burst to cry burying his face in his hyung's neck, gripping the older's shirt. Murmuring some words that he didn't know where they came from, it's like his mouth had its own brain to produce hate and hurtful words though he thought it will endure his pain by saying those words.

Jimin can't take seeing Jeongguk right now, he hates seeing one of his closest friends in this state and under such circumstances, and when it happened he wanted to be mad at himself for not taking care of them. Though his friends always told him for being good-hearted and think about them first before himself. But whenever one of them is sad it's like they shared one emotion or genes that all of them also feel the same.

"It's okay if you can't go. We can cover you." Jimin said after Jeongguk calm down as they back inside their dorm.

"I don't want to make him upset and worry about me why I'm not there," he said and smiled at his hyung.

A sad smile made Jimin sigh then just nodded. He really can't understand the younger why he let this happen if he can stop it already by saying his true feelings.

"Bogum is here already.." Seokjin shouted downstairs.

"Are you sure about it?" Jimin asked again.

Jeongguk nodded and take a deep breath before he follows Jimin. Even though he wanted Jimin's idea that they can cover him for not coming he doesn't want to upset Taehyung and wonder why he can't come with them. He wants to make this perfect for the older and not to keep worrying about him.

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"Thank you for helping me prepare this one. I don't think a good result if you all not here." Bogum said as he smile and shake each of their hands.

"It's nothing, hyung anything for Taehyungie we're always here." Hoseok genuinely said.

Jeongguk tried to smile and be happy that's what you see outside but deep inside he is broken that composed of too many pieces. Everyone is happy about the result of Bogum's proposal, everybody is cheering and congratulating the new couple but not Jeongguk. He chooses to be alone while the others happily danced together at the center of the stage. He sat at one of the tables and started to drink he didn't want to think about media today because it's a private venue where most of the idols are going here just to enjoy their life being a human without thinking about what would others say.