Taekook Oneshots

#saktanangtaekookerschallenge(i hate you, i love you)

⭐️⭐️ Sorry this just... anyway I got LSS on the song and decided to make a super short story though the tittle says it all. Hope you enjoy 💜

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Taehyung's PoV

I hate you. 🎶

Yes, I hate you so much. I hate Jeon Jeongguk so much, he always bully me but not that worst, it's like he annoys me. He ruin my every single day so, yeah I hate him.

Like he would stumble me but taking my hands afterwards. 'Accidentally' graze my belongings just to help me to put them and suddenly he would hold my hands. Note it was so subtle and the small smile he make. It's killing me, fudge! I really hate him.

I love you.🎶

Another yes. I love you and I don't know why but suddenly I felt those nerves when you don't do anything but to annoy me and I hate you for that. Maybe it's true what this saying says- that the more you hate, the more you love.

I love you not because of your ways of getting my attention or because your so handsome and hot but cute at the same time. I love you because you let me know who you really are. When were alone together you let me see the soft Jeongguk, not a bad guy they know. I saw how you cry not that tough guy they know. I saw how caring and loving you are to your family, parents and of course on me, not the cold hearted they know.

I saw the real Jeongguk that you only let out when you're with me, when were alone together, when were on your room or mine. When were on our secret place, kissing, making out and how we express ourselves to each other. I saw who you really are that different from all of my own impressions on you and how our colleagues describes you. It's far contrast from that, very different.

I hate that I love you.🎶

I hate myself for falling for you. I hate myself for falling deeply in loved with you. I hate myself for falling so hard, it's hard to climb up and put myself together again. We made a deepest hole but you abandon me there, you climb up together with her.

I hate myself for loving you too much that I forgot to saved for myself. You regret falling on me, well, I regret that I let myself to notice you, I regret that day when the very first second you laid your hands on mine. I regret that day when you asked me out and hugged me after I said 'Yes.' I regret that I love you too much, so much for making me broken like this.

I regret everything too but why I'm hurting this much? Why I'm affected this much? It was clear that when she came back, we will stop. It was clear as crystal clear that you just used me to substitute her because--

"You look like her, the way you smile and laugh. Amazed by the small things, and loved arts so much.."

"You make me feel like she's right here, always.."

"She always does that too. Caressing my hair before we go to sleep and she would hummed a song just like what you hum.."

The sweet words you said was for her and not for me.

"I love you so much.."

"You look like a baby tiger when you are mad but you make it more cuter.."

"I promise to take care on you.."

And then it slowly turned to--

"Tae, you did a good job. I hope you will be happy now that I'm gone- the annoying piece of sh!t in your life. Thank you again for helping me.."

"Goodbye, Taehyung-hyung. Please be happy for me because I'm so happy that I had a chance to be with you, take care always.."

"Forget about me, Taehyung and find your true happiness.."

Don't want to but I can't put,🎶
Nobody else above you🎶

I don't know when I be able to feel happiness again. It's you who made me feel those, who made me the happiest man alive with your simple ways to make me smile or cry because of too much laughter. It was you who can give true happiness to my life, it was you who can make me happy, Jeongguk.

I hate you, I love you🎶
I hate that I want you🎶

Too much will never be good. You make me too much happy and now, you make me too much sad.

The saddest 'Thank you' and 'You did a good job'  is when you said it. I don't know what to feel but I have no right to hurt this much, right? Because your feelings for was just civil and the words you say never been meant for me. I know I don't have a rights to cry this much but here I am drowning in my own tears.

I don't want to be happy for you when thinking about you and her, together makes my heart scattered, slicing into too many pieces.

"I'm sorry if I can't and don't willing to because I'm hurting. I love you, Guk but you want her, you need her and I will never be her.."

Taehyung said before stepping on his car, leaving Jeongguk speechless. Taehyung didn't have a chance to say those when they're together. He doesn't have any courage to say too because he knows it, and note to himself also that what they had will never lasted, and that he's just to substitute her just to make Jeongguk happy.

Taehyung didn't control his cry anymore but thankfully Jimin and Yoongi was there to comfort him.

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Thank you for reading and ignoring my grammar mistakes.

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