TW: SELF HARM, ED, ABUSE(WORDS), HEAVY TOPIC
(IF EVERYONE HATES YOU? DONT INCLUDE MY SELF<3)
Y/N's P.O.V
Life is bullshit<3
Everyone hates me for existing....
At school and Home..
When your own home doesn't feel like home, it sucks. trust me.
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Everyone is making rumor about me, BAD RUMORS.
To be honest even stranger hates me...
Do I really deserve this?
Yeah...
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Fuck this alarm.
I turned my alarm off and get up from my bed.
and I start to get ready, and left I didn't bothered eating bcs its just useless, my family hates seeing me, so I just chew a gum instead so I can't feel hungry.
I go outside and I saw a new neighboor? Hmm okay ig...
I kept walking until a boy is following me...
and I get annoyed s I looked back, and I haven't seen him so weird. Are he gonna kidnap me or something?
" Why are you following me?" I said with an annoying voice.
" Uh Im sorry Im new in this town, I-I just wanted to know where's the to school, I hope it's fine.." The boy smiled at me..
" Okay stranger. Just follow me." He nodded.
" The names Aidan btw.." " Y/N."
" Nice to meet you." Wait what should I respond with that? " You too." Thats bullshit Y/N, he will probably hate you from now on.
We just walk our way to school, its really awkward since I don't know how to communicate and he doesn't talk to me, it's really awkward tbh..
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" Oh so this is our school nice, can you give me a tour?" OMFG. No.
" Uh there's a group of girls who is uhm uh touring a new students especially boys, uh just look at them at the room 109.." I smiled awkwardly..
" Uhh okay. Thanks:)" He smiled back..
" hey slut, bet you slept with him last night", Some random bully said.
"Oh yeah everyone hates me here"
"Mmm I will be your best friend then" No every new student here also hate me now..
"Okay if you say so.."
And yeah the most awkward moment, our conversation became silent..
But the bell is a live saver...
" Oh it's already class, I will show you the way.."
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"Y/N can we walk home together?" I tilt my head slightly and gave him a confused look
" Wha- why me?" He chuckles. " I don't know, I just feel safe with you, my other class without you is boring and uncomfy, other people talking back to you and some girls is kinda flirting with me.." Never thought that someone will actually say that to me.
I just gave him a weak smile.
"No one ever said that to m-me, I- Thank you I guess?" He patted my head
"I am sorry that happened to you." Don't be I probably deserve it.
We just walk back home, without any conversation, I just really don't know how to communicate. I was surprised that Aidan doesn't even feel bothered from it, it feels like it wasn't awkward after all..
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"I really had fun time with you Y/N, see you tomorrow"
"Bye Aidan!"I wave and he wave back.
" So who's that slut?" My big sister said while smoking ciggarette.
"Just my new classmate." She pulled my hair.
"Oh classmate? What about you stop being slut and go to your room your face is fucking annoying I hope you rott in hell", She pulled my hair until we both headed to my room an finally let go of my room leaving me crying.
I really hate it when your own home doesn't feel like home.
What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment?
Am I such a mistake?
After it, I just slept with a tear stain on my face, I was probably crying while asleep.
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"Good Morning Y/N." I heard a familiar voice that wakes me up.It's my mom.
"So what's our whore did again? I heard you hit off that Aidan guy who's our neighboor huh?"
Bullshit. I didn't respond but then she slapped me.
"I never raised a slut like you."
I didn't even react about it. I was never surprised I got used to it.. I was getting numb from it.
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Weeks later I didn't go to school, I locked up my self on my room for weeks, because I am thinking of running away from this town. Stupid town.It was the day that I am going to run away its like 3am, I got my backpack and sneek out from my window.
I decided to get some rest at this park that can see the view of my home town which made me calm, I sat at the chair and relax for a bit, until someone sat beside me.
"I was worried sick about you."
"Aidan? Why are you here?"
"Y/N, please let me stay for a bit."
"Can you please stop pretending that you actually cared about me. Stop forcing your self to make me feel okay."
I was about to get uo from the chair but Aidan stop me.
"No Y/N I was worried to you, when I saw your mother slapped you. I saw it. and I was worried for you because no one actually listened to you I am trying to talk to our classmates bur they just kept saying shit about you I am tired of it Y/N I wanna protect you, I wanna make you feel safe, I wanna make you feel like this place is still your home so please stay."
My expression got soften, he was very sincered about it. So I stay.
"Look why dont we just relax here, I dont wanna see you alone. Also I brought a sandwiches for both of us. Don't starve your self."
I smiled.
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